Sunday, November 25, 2007






=EsKi Bar=
Hmm..since ages i blogged...was so lazy to blog anyway... actually blog is somewhere where u can vent out all ur frustration which u cant direct at anyone else in real life...sometime i tink ppl are so fake, they tend to act innocent or as if nothing have happen in ur presence but they stab u at the back... some ppl would proudly say hw clever he is or hw gd is he...is he is so damn gd, y are u in rp, y have ppl detest u...u are just living in ur own world without realising hw much ppl hate you...dun tink so highly of ur ownself....talent wun last long, hard work does...and another things was that i ask if there's anything to do, u say duno...den u tell ppl tat i bastard u leaving all the work to you.....wtf is this....i did ask and nw is my fault...haiz...duno hw to please everyone....just fake a "me" everyday to face this type of ppl so that i can please EVERYONE...haiz....
hmm...meet up with des,kl and jk for a drink at holland V.....jj fly his aeroplane last min...i hate that esp u still tink is rite in doing so...haiz.....but as usual, there's bound to hav pilot in this grp.. but thankfully jk ,des and kl comes...saw pei yu along the way..luckily nv tok abt siowhong...we have our dinner at the bVista coffeeshop there... the food there was ex and small potion...we head down to HV after having our dinner..had our drink at 'eski bar'....arggg..feel like being conned....de drink we order suppose to come with alcohol but taste none of tat in each of our drink...jk-long island tea taste like lipton tea, kl-eski blue taste like lychee syrup, des-kamagazike taste like lemonade and mine-polar bear white taste like milk...argg...total bill is $70.62...haiz....get conned with their so called cocktail....pui....den we went to cine to play pool and head home after tat...=)Labels: good ppl doesn't have a good ending
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Friday, June 22, 2007
=Injustice=
can someone plz tell mi y good guys doesn't seems to get the best thing out of their life...y they need to suffer where things goes wrong...and the one who get hurts is always them....i surely noe hw it feel...i tink this apply to my colleague today....haizz....
went to work after sch today..reach there, i notice something wrong with andy already as normally when i c him, he sure will tease mi or smile at mi rather then having the glum look as he is today..he look terribly not in a mood to talk..den found out that he have been behaving like this since he comes work...so check out with irene and annie to c what goes wrong with him cause today he reali doesn't behave like his normal self....his happy-go-lucky attitude was gone and in came a glum,tired face...during dinner break, he ask mi alot of wierd stuff like wad's my goal in life, any aims i hav, will we be sad if he die, his life was a blank..at that moment, i sense something was wrong with him and terribily wrong...i did ask him wad happen as care to share with mi, he just told mi the sales is bad and he was being summon for littering and i guess thing was not so simple as it seems...
when it's time to go hm, normally he would buy food for his wife but today he didnt..i den later found out from annie tat his wife have ran away from his hse...ystd when he go back hm, he found tat all his wife belonging and passport was taken away...andy make a police report but not valid as his wife is lost less then 24 hrs...haiz...was sad upon hearing this...u wun expect this to happen as the whole carrefour noe hw well andy care abt his wife..everytime buy things and take notes ,he would spend any amt on his wife on wad she wan....he is de model husband for mi to follow i tink..he from a gangster to a devoted husband..but to come down to this situation, if i were him, i reali duno wad to do....haiz..he treat his wife as his goals to earn lots of $$ to give her comfort...she is like his source of motivation...and when someone lost his main motivation, his sense of direction is all lost...i reali dun understand y his wife ran away..i bet andy reali love his wife alot..his eyes was able to c brimming with tears....feel damn sad for him.....i keep sms him when i get back hm..at least to show someone to care for him or confide his problem too and aso to divert him from thinking abt his wife...
i tml will go work at 1....hope to see him in a better state....i reali dun feel good when he so sad...he was like a big bro..always guide mi when i wrong or right...teach mi the ways of life...i so scare he do something stupid...haiz...dun tink i able to slp so soon..just hope he get over it quickly though is difficult...at least he have us to hold on to...TAKE CARE!!!Labels: good ppl doesn't have a good ending
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