Monday, June 25, 2007
=jk bday=
hmm..sat after work meet up wth andrew and ms to go jurong for jkbday celebration...luckily jk was surprisely not late..haha..bday boy ma..dun dare to late if not we sure storm bolt him de....hahah...drop at chinese garden which his fren condo is...they were holding bbq there...hmm....among the ppl there, i onli noe ivan lor..super xianz...like kana outcast..but we self entertain la...tat jk was drunk lor...and was damn noisy...he pang seh us nv go kbox...haha..tell him cannot drunk coz later got go out but as u noe, a drunkard nv listen to what we say..haha..andrew and ms send him hm and we meet up with xin hua and yip to go play doat till morning..
=rainbow after rain=
it haven been an terrible wk for andy..and at last his wife called him back ystd...i den realise the truth is that his wife was being ill-treated by her working supervisor and wanted to quit but becoz she scare andy would scold her, she ran away from hm..luckily is not wad i think and was glad they r back together...u can c andy was veri happy lor..wish them all the best..haha...and i won my 2nd meal which is ajisen from annie 2 days consecutively..haha..sat win her kfc and ystd win her ajisen...haha...heng ar....a free dinner when she come back nxt wk..haha...i find tat if i raeli work hard, my sales reali can go up and i prove it...haha..takada rox!!!
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7:05 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
=Injustice=
can someone plz tell mi y good guys doesn't seems to get the best thing out of their life...y they need to suffer where things goes wrong...and the one who get hurts is always them....i surely noe hw it feel...i tink this apply to my colleague today....haizz....
went to work after sch today..reach there, i notice something wrong with andy already as normally when i c him, he sure will tease mi or smile at mi rather then having the glum look as he is today..he look terribly not in a mood to talk..den found out that he have been behaving like this since he comes work...so check out with irene and annie to c what goes wrong with him cause today he reali doesn't behave like his normal self....his happy-go-lucky attitude was gone and in came a glum,tired face...during dinner break, he ask mi alot of wierd stuff like wad's my goal in life, any aims i hav, will we be sad if he die, his life was a blank..at that moment, i sense something was wrong with him and terribily wrong...i did ask him wad happen as care to share with mi, he just told mi the sales is bad and he was being summon for littering and i guess thing was not so simple as it seems...
when it's time to go hm, normally he would buy food for his wife but today he didnt..i den later found out from annie tat his wife have ran away from his hse...ystd when he go back hm, he found tat all his wife belonging and passport was taken away...andy make a police report but not valid as his wife is lost less then 24 hrs...haiz...was sad upon hearing this...u wun expect this to happen as the whole carrefour noe hw well andy care abt his wife..everytime buy things and take notes ,he would spend any amt on his wife on wad she wan....he is de model husband for mi to follow i tink..he from a gangster to a devoted husband..but to come down to this situation, if i were him, i reali duno wad to do....haiz..he treat his wife as his goals to earn lots of $$ to give her comfort...she is like his source of motivation...and when someone lost his main motivation, his sense of direction is all lost...i reali dun understand y his wife ran away..i bet andy reali love his wife alot..his eyes was able to c brimming with tears....feel damn sad for him.....i keep sms him when i get back hm..at least to show someone to care for him or confide his problem too and aso to divert him from thinking abt his wife...
i tml will go work at 1....hope to see him in a better state....i reali dun feel good when he so sad...he was like a big bro..always guide mi when i wrong or right...teach mi the ways of life...i so scare he do something stupid...haiz...dun tink i able to slp so soon..just hope he get over it quickly though is difficult...at least he have us to hold on to...TAKE CARE!!!Labels: good ppl doesn't have a good ending
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9:34 AM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
=Lonely day=
hmm..today my 2 fren ps mi lor...1 go chalet and another 1 shd be having "fever or leg pain" leaving me wandering alone in sch...another 7 yr fren just overslept..haiz...lucky got xin hua they all company me if not i will be bored to death in that spiritless class..whenever i enter the class, just feel like slping all the way coz the people there just wasn't my kind of fren that would mix ard with mi...
have breakfast with xh,sx den company them to smoke..tok abt dreams,etc..hmm..so wierd, i didn't have the dreams they make and something tat beta left unsaid when i was toking to xh...haha...den the second break, went for the law talk...hmm..was playing psp all the way thruout the talk...haha..the speaker was damn entertaining...haha...
after sch went to CWP alone lor..haiz..was so lonely...i tink this is the 3rd time i walk alone to MRT..went to work and first go there, tat james keep nagging at mi..was damn pissed off so i giv him a F*** up look den he stop..he nv noe when to stop his mouth...
Alot of things was keep hanging in my mid..duno hw to express out...think things that may concern my future and etc....argg..so many thing to think abt....time is not on my side..and i hope reali can path a road for mi when i grad and finish NS.....scared to face what is waiting for mi ahead in my life....Labels: future??do i have those????
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8:48 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
=End of holiday=
haiz..sch going open tml and the feeling err was damn xianz lor...this holiday was like so short and didn't reali enjoy thruout...hmm..keep going back sch for FYP, PP and study for maths..argg...worse still, so many ut awaiting mi starting from tml onwards.....my head gonna break liaoz..hmm..planning to go diving nxt mth with jing jie but need to pay 420 for the fees for theory lesson and practical...argg....cash again!!hw nice if i hav 1 of the 5c's which woman so desire..haiz...too bad, i hav none of those...
Basically thats wad happen for the last wk of holiday
~monday~
meet up with shu xianz to study for math..argg..first time i wake up so early lor..hhah...wake up ard 11 den reach woodland ard 1..we den went to food court to hav our breakfast/lunch den went to the library to study math...the library bring back some memories..hmm...tats when i met "her" to study last yr....she teach mi math while studying for her A's level...hw time flies, she grad already and have changed alot since...tats ard 1 yr since i last saw her face to face lefting out on jan where i met her during the inter JC pangeant...haiz...okok, hmm the library was so packed lor...all tables was taken up by those "official" o level student..haha..even the floor in the library was aso fill up lor...we finally found a place in the corner of the library..haha..study for awhile den went down to the cafe below as sx found a place there...do math paper 1 at there for ard 4 hrs and didn't even finish lor..haiz..found myself getting more stupid as days goes by...went to have dinner at banquet with sx den meet mao shan to head off to cineleisure to meet up quek, jk..hmmm..meet yu yuan aso to sign up for my prudential saving....went to watch "man in white"..was a damn funny show..typically singaporean show...haha...^-^
~tues~
it was shao hong bday....actually didn't reali dun wan to go but hearing from andy, i felt that it shd let bygones be bygones....i dun wish to talk abt it and just treat him as nothing hav happen...reach there ard 10 plus with james,andrew,alvin and ms....hmm....is just gathering for us with chivas ,etc on the tables...james got drunk and was sent hm together with sh and off to play dota with the rest at penisular plaza..haha..our new found place...24 hrs de..yeah..=)
~thurs~
went to watch fantastic 4 with james, alvin and andrew...hmm..was a veri gd show though i nv watch part 1..silver surfer was veri strong and cool man..i doubt anyone F4 can be as strong as him..the 'human torch' was suave manz..the body was so perfect plus the face hor..was like those man every woman desire..haha...we played dota b4 watching the show and did enjoy for the whole day...
~sunday~
was a lucky day for me...sell 10 standing fan at a go..haha..1 rich customer but alll at 1 shot and was damn kucky to serve her..the sales today was not bad...
ARGGGG...haven get my pay yet..gonna starve to death soon...hope to get my pay by nxt wk to get jk his bday present...today is father's day..haiz..too bad doesn;t hav a father's day celebration since young so doesn't reali make a differences...
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9:06 AM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
*=-My 21th bday=-*
Hmm..wake up early in the morning to meet up with Andrew , jk and mao shan to prepare thing for my chalet…haha..mi and Andrew wake up late so mao shan and jk went to ‘rina’’s hse to take the water dispenser..haha..luckily rina’s decide to lend mi if not have to fork out $ to buy again..haha…we gather at the chalet ,unpack our thing, check the utensil all tat and off we went to tampines giant to buy the food for bbq..we split up and buy the things lor..like some go buy charcoal , some buy food, some buy tibit ,etc.
Head back to chalet to clean up the things and waiting for dinner to be cooked…hehe..luckily got elva and Irene to help if not we reali got to eat Maggie liaoz..ham with rice taste not bad ba..haha..we den kick soccer after hari, hart they all have reached..was fun man..reali long nv run/exercise liaoz.. Alvin, sh, Andrew and Irene carry on their mah-jiong till morning where they order mac breakfast..wake up ard 11 plus to prepare go back RP to take my UT..damn ut fall on my bday..haha…after finish, head back to white sand to buy food again as it is not enough..spend ard 400 on food le..luckily head back to chalet, james,yip they all help mi set up le..hmm..if not I sure die de..haha..sze ling and Hobart reach de chalet already by the time we reached..did neglected them..crowd just flow in by 9 lor…was damn busy entertaining everyone in order not to leave out anyone…but I guess I nv organize properly ba..but was glad to see most of my fren attend my bday party…although was sad tat ‘she’ nv come as I expected..she got a bf wad can I do….i just hope she able to attend but in the end still the same..just hope my bday wishes will come true…
Took pic with each of my frenz,mates,fac,parents and relative..haha…my relative come down to celebrate with mi leh…was so bliss lor..reali…I was touched. Catch up with some fren which may have lose in touch with like , Lydia,terence,mdm goh etc..hmm..hhaa..have a reali wonderful bday…
But thing doesn’t turn out as expected, hmm..i got drunk the nitez when I drank 3 cup full of nick ‘chivas’, I was veri dead drunk lor..dun even noe wad I saying…I did thing tat I dun even noe, like wanting to punch ah bee…andrew aso drunk and did something unexpected of him…but I guesss he did for mi ba so I reali value him , quek, ms and jk as my bro..all was dead drunk when wan to cover mi..haha..0011..
The nxt morning, check out ard 12 plus as all was having a hangover lor..haha…esp james duno puke hw many time and slping by the toilet bowl..lolx..haha.. took a cab hm with quek as Andrew they all go hm in the morning as they working morning shift.
JUST WAN TO THANKS ALL FOR COMING!!! ^-^ Thousand thanks^-^
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2:01 AM
-=Kbox & Dota-ing=-
Hmm..this few wk have been doing this few activity during the wkend.. haha..guess still not suitable for clubbing ba.. haiz..i noe no matter wad I try to change but still cant change the internal ‘me’..so no use changing for something tat doesn’t even exist…so I decide to change back the ‘kenny’ I was once were..i did enjoy myself when hanging out with james, Alvin, Andrew, jk ,mao shan they all..they reali bring joy to my life..if not my life would be veri dull..they spark up my life ba..haha…
When singing, they keep disturb each other ppl name and ex-gf….lol…veri funny lor..esp when Alvin sing jk name lor..haha…and tat stupid james still oldies lor like ‘wan qing shui’ etc..but I guess everyone enjoy ba..onli tat mao shan was slping halfway thru…lolx…
Going out with them is definitely beta hanging out with ah bee they all coz reali they isn’t any backstabbing within our grp…
Labels: Enjoyable days
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