KeNny

2008-05-25T10:54:00.000-07:00

2008-02-05T07:18:00.000-08:00

==GraDuaTion lozzzz==

haha...finally graduate from RP le..nw i can look for job as an diploma holder..yeah!!which means higher salary and higher qualification...hmm..sure would miz the usual bunch of bull-shitter in sch...haha..no crapping and no breakfast tgt le...miz those backstabing and crapping whenever each of us meet up...haha...at least my back are without knife nw..haha...

kinda scare sia..22 yr old le and waiting for enlistment to ns...duno wad lies ahead...need to step to the working world soon...haiz...stress!!need to earn alot of $$ to study in SIM..though i prefer NTU/NUS but cant blame others...as hw nice if i have start hardworking since yr 1...haha...

send almost 30 resume le...finally got some response...will be working with gq at newton nxt mon...haha..$7/hr leh...sound gd but duno hw's the working environment like..hope got nice colleague to crap with...i calculate already..if my bank application approve, i would be earning $3k/mth....haha...save save save!!!!Car licence first den save for ns....xD

=CNY=

2 more days to cny...busy buying clothes...haven reali buy finish...ystd saw an Armani Xchange belt but i hesitant to buy it which in the end, 1 uncle bought it..arggg..that was the first belt i found some interest in..shit...tml will be renion dinner with my family..haha..happy cny to my frenz..~cheers

2008-01-09T06:18:00.000-08:00

[Fyp]

finally all is done!!!i think our team is more fortunate then the others who are rushing their ppt and report now....haha...but i think i fare badly for the grading by kj...haiz...who ask mi nv do code onli can memorise lines by lines..just hope can get an C....plzz...grant me that C ba...

[present hunting]

went out with gq to buy present for cel bday...haha..haven give gq his present then cel bday come le...argg..i feel so broke..i forgot to ask gq go choose his shirt, i onli rmb when we reach vivo...i think need to wait for xy,jk,ms they all so that we can choose together...gq and mi almost cover the whole of orchard..we from ps walk till cine and hmv to search for his urban male jacket for celina..in the end still end up at vivo...luckily it was so near my hse but not the case for gq...he took 65 with mi and in the end spend 1hr 45 min in that bus from one interchange to the another....haha...

[Frenz??]

sometime i just think izzit wrong to treat ppl with kindness when it end up being repay with sarcastism... ppl tend to climb over ur head when they think you are weak.. if you wan to play, then dun be a sore loser..you can say me but u dun wan other ppl to say you back, what the fucking theory is tat..i so damn pissed off...

i realise something that everything you hav done doesn't repay back everything you put in...these type of fren are onli gd enough to be those 'halow,bye' fren instead of good fren...

2008-01-01T23:14:00.000-08:00

[Sad new year]

not able to celebrate the countdown 08 and have to spend the nite at home watching my anime...at least i completed watching the 'bleach and naruto'...actually was meeting justin and andrew to Zouk for the countdown but justin was delayed at brunei so we all end out staying at home...if me and andrew were to went to zouk was like so gay...den it is so crowded...more fren the merrier ma...

practically i went to gym everyday...coz i cut my hair short le and everyone was saying i look fat...i need to run run run run...cut down on diet....

2008-01-01T21:33:00.001-08:00

{Merry Christmas}

this year celebration was no different from the other Christmas...haha..same routine with the usual clique= jing jie,ben,andrew,desmond...we first meet at vIvO city but as usual, they were late!!!arggg....i pretty early nowadays so need to wait for each single one of them...we met at 5 but in the end 530 den everyone manage to reach...who ask mi to stay so near vIvo....we shop for awhile before finding restaurant...every restaurant was fully packed....MArche, no signboard seafood even KFC aso fully packed...argg....we hang ard at the safari to see any new breed of dog but i tink christmas eve ba....not one was on displayed..while waiting for andrew, we all were damn hungry...u can even hear the grueling sound in my stomach....haha...we reserve 1 table at the 'No signboard seafood' le but becoz of des $$ concern..we decided to head down to those coffeeshop at redhill to eat the "zi char"...haha...sound so pathetic...but we reali order alot...and it cost onli $47 i tink...reali damn cheap....

Tat jj stunt again...he always think he's always right in doin things without sparing a thought for the others...he agree to meet us le but after dinner still meet his frens..damn pissed off but i onli keep quiet coz dun wan to spoil the mood of christmas eve...but i believe i wun ever meet him to go out when he got any activity after meeting....4 of us head down to clementi kbox to sing as we cant book any in town...since soo long we have been to kbox...haha...we bought a logcake there...i have nv eaten logcake and turkey b4....haha...sound so pathetic.....

yeahh...finally christmas....haha...although look abit the same as last christmas.. i still hoping to spend my 08 christmas with the one i loved...but i tink difficult la...haha...no one in mind...i tink becoming a gay liaoz....lol....the kbox at clementi not bad la, still got countdown activity with those foam spray...haha...we order a bottle of jack daniel and still have not finish till nw...that andrew make des drunk and we have to send him hm....haha..he sprout out alot of backstabbing stunt by jk.,...jk!!u beta becareful when sch reopened....anyway merry christmas to all!!!!

2008-01-01T21:05:00.001-08:00

finally my desktop is repaired and here i am blogging....been so long since i blog...and nw i am having my holidays..yeah...after another 4 week of sch, i will be free....free from FYP,PP, CE, PBL learning....haha...i just hope able to earn alot of $$$ during the wait for enlistment to NS...i wan to complete everything quick...i getting older day by day...i just feel i hav not accomplished much at my age...21 yr old already...haiz...by the time i post out will be 24 le...i reali need to plan what lies ahead..

i finish watching the 'witch yu-hee' already during this holiday...was nice esp the lead female actor...haha...first catch this drama on the TV when my sis is watching....i find it quite funny den bought it...haha..the Wulong and youxi veri cute la...i find that gers mind are so difficult to capture...you can never guess what they are thinking and wad they like..in the end are the guys who are always suffering..

2007-11-28T22:46:00.000-08:00

=Gym=

hmm....basically i just spend my wed[off day] sleeping...haha...was so damn tired...slp ard 2 plus on tues den wake up at 830 to meet that andrew for gym..i cant even open my eyes wide...anyway i was late for 10 min...and not spare by andrew nagging...haha...i suggest we go for breakfast at ya kun before heading to gym..andrew was so generous, almost pay $300+ for 1 tea...haha...he put his ntds at the counter den forget to take..luckily the auntie return him...couldn't stop laughing by looking at his face....haha...like so pitiful.. wahhahaha...he den FORGET again to take his supplement bottle making the auntie to chase after him...haha..finally reach GWC and train for 2hr before heading home..my whole muscle was aching...i realli need to build up my stamina and on diet..i getting fatter....arggg...i find myself getting so ugly.....=(

2007-11-26T22:10:00.000-08:00

=Planet Fitness=

Recently just join 'planet fitness' which cost me ard 1.8k for 2 yrs..hmm...duno wad bring me to join the gym, maybe due to constant pressure of having to prepare for BMT and to pass my nafra in order to reduce the 2 mth impose on those who fail the nafra test...i think another reason was to build and ton up myself to look better ba...i tink i am rather fat so i hope able to ton up a bit more to look better or more presentable.. i particular impress of it slogan "Winner nv quit. what the mind can conceive, the body can achieve"...sound rather realistic...i tink nw woman goes for looks and $$ rather then those who go for they so call "Character"...i tink it's rather bullshit to be so naive to believe in that....i tink those woman are consider extinct nw....i came to noe even those who claim to be innocent are nw looking more towards the category of looks and $$... luckily, i still be able to consistently go gym with justin and andrew..though the starting phrase was hard as i need to build up my strength with just lifting the bar seem so heavy to me....i need to get my supplement to better help in my endurance....i run on the track mail to lose weight then train on my biceps...hope able to see some effect as time goes by...

2007-11-25T23:10:00.001-08:00

=EsKi Bar=

Hmm..since ages i blogged...was so lazy to blog anyway... actually blog is somewhere where u can vent out all ur frustration which u cant direct at anyone else in real life...sometime i tink ppl are so fake, they tend to act innocent or as if nothing have happen in ur presence but they stab u at the back... some ppl would proudly say hw clever he is or hw gd is he...is he is so damn gd, y are u in rp, y have ppl detest u...u are just living in ur own world without realising hw much ppl hate you...dun tink so highly of ur ownself....talent wun last long, hard work does...and another things was that i ask if there's anything to do, u say duno...den u tell ppl tat i bastard u leaving all the work to you.....wtf is this....i did ask and nw is my fault...haiz...duno hw to please everyone....just fake a "me" everyday to face this type of ppl so that i can please EVERYONE...haiz....

hmm...meet up with des,kl and jk for a drink at holland V.....jj fly his aeroplane last min...i hate that esp u still tink is rite in doing so...haiz.....but as usual, there's bound to hav pilot in this grp.. but thankfully jk ,des and kl comes...saw pei yu along the way..luckily nv tok abt siowhong...we have our dinner at the bVista coffeeshop there... the food there was ex and small potion...we head down to HV after having our dinner..had our drink at 'eski bar'....arggg..feel like being conned....de drink we order suppose to come with alcohol but taste none of tat in each of our drink...jk-long island tea taste like lipton tea, kl-eski blue taste like lychee syrup, des-kamagazike taste like lemonade and mine-polar bear white taste like milk...argg...total bill is $70.62...haiz....get conned with their so called cocktail....pui....den we went to cine to play pool and head home after tat...=)

2007-11-25T22:56:00.000-08:00

=Andrew's birthday [19.sep.07]=

hmm..a postpone celebration for andrew...haha..not at thailand as we spend almost 3/4 of our saving on that trip and nw we are so broke....argg...we held his celebration at pool juction there...the boss there was hostile, i mean those fren & fren rather den boss & customer...haha...he treat andrew a cocktail of his mixing....was damn alcoholic...i tink a glass is enough to make andrew drunk and thats wad happen....haha...we eat the ice-cream cake tat we bought at 'swensen' den after singing all those bday song le, andrew become high liaoz...play pool with jj, duno lose hw many glass..tat jj aso got something up his sleeve wan...up to no gd...haha...den we walk to balcony to watch champion league...andrew and jj was crapping from paradiz to balcony....u would nv imagine hw lame they can be...."poison kill sheep"..haha..

2007-11-25T17:24:00.000-08:00

last 3 days [pattaya]

the senery u could nv catch in singapore..even in sentosa where beach are the main attraction...u could feel the breeze from our hotel...haha...luckily our room was close to the beach so we can catch most of the beach view from our room window...hahah...it is reali a place to relax...alot of tourist there, esp 'ang moh'..and alot of those .....[Hooker]haha...was almost all over the place lor....we took lots of pic of the sunset..was damn nice...haha....since young, i didn't know hw nice can a sunset senery be...and gladfully i saw it in pattaya..thats a saying "good guys go to heaven,bad guys go to pattaya"..i count myself as one nw...haha...

we went to watch the russian ger show...haha...was damn nice lor...unlike the one i saw last time...thai ger show....was of a different class...haha...den we walk ard the night market...woo...the lighting of the street was nice...and the night life there reali was so diffferent from singapore....haha....so many ppl walking up and down de street...some sort of those bugis street but more longer and busier...haha...

we went to the coral island on the nxt morning, and thankfully i got tanned...could see the different esp when i keep go swimming pool and tan when in singpore....haha...the water there was so clear that u could see the fish underneath...there's sea urchin too..i play the parachute and the banana boat...was fun..i tink i addicted to water sport alraedy...haha...we realise we got conned by the 'mit mit' after asking the price of the tour to coral island from the other tourist....damn him...

there's a haunted hse in the shoppping centre aso...haha...ppl disguise themselve as the sawman, vampire then hide in the haunted hse den scare ppl when they are off guard..didn't play as i was quite timid of these kind of thing...hhaha...

was relieve when finally after a week at thailand, we going hm...haha...each of us left 600 baht and spend most of it on smuggling chewing gum back from thai...haha...luckily nv get caught....phew~~~~That make the end of our trip!!!

2007-11-11T17:24:00.003-08:00

=Siam amusement park=

hmm..went to pray to the 4 faced buddha before heading down to siam amusement park...too bad, most of the roller coaster are under repair so we onli left with a few option...we got to make use of our 500 baht that we pay coming there...we see wax figure,dinosaur park along the way..argg...de roller coaster was damn scary...i swear i would nv play again...PHOBIA!!!haha....we den head down to the massage centre to relax ourself after a day of playing..was relax though other den some pain cause the massager reali use all of their might to massage for u....haha...head down to our usual supper place to eat seafood and tat mark the end of the day at bangkok...

2007-11-06T07:02:00.000-08:00

11th sept [tuesday]

hmm...i went to cut hair at "TOni & Guy salon" at the siam centre.....de result is not as bad la, only a little too short...haiz...forever my hairstyle is not perfect....after finish cutting my hair...went to "Central World" to shop....basically our mood was to shop & eat, shop & eat...de outlook was great...it look appealing even though some of the light was off...it like s'pore version of VIVO city...haha....even the design is somehoe the same... the things inside was errrr so ex...not those price that we expected.....haha...prefer suan lam nite market....hhaha...saw a bike and i thought it look nice...

2007-10-14T20:08:00.001-07:00

10th sept [Monday]

finally have our breakfast at the hotel already le...haha...although not as nice as we first thought but at least we finally nv waste our breakfast le...haha...alvin took some pic of his collection of item tat he bought in thailand...

2007-09-23T20:36:00.001-07:00

9^th sept [Sun]

Haha…as usual, we woke up late and miss our breakfast…keep wasting our free breakfast…thought of saving $$ for my spending but to no avail…haha…went to MBK again to buy Alvin the clay doll…very well made by the thai guy….he make till the kolar bear that Alvin wan look so real….thought of making 1 but I guess beta save the $$ for buying my stuff ba….we eat seafood “siam dc” for our lunch…the cod fish was nice but a little too expensive… at nite, we went to a restaurant named “Mr Lee”..the design was unique and de service staff was frenly…de sour pork was veri delicious.. as for supper, we found a place where is cheap and nice..it is near our hotel…haha…It was veri cheap which we order the seafood like it was free…haha….de staff attitude was damn gd…I tink singpaporean shd learn abit like them…giv them 500 baht for tips..haha…

2007-09-19T20:53:00.001-07:00

8 september[2nd day]

First thing, we overslept and forsake our plan to have breakfast in the hotel…there goes our breakfast…haha..walk to take de sky train in “rathuwari[somehw spell like tat]” to siam paragon…haha…on our way to that sky train, we have our breakfast at “A&W”…haha..my long yearning for “A&W” since the trip with annie and ms…but sad to say, the food doesn’t turn up to be tat great….argg…esp the waffle which I tink may lose to the standard of RP..hmm…walk ard the “siam discovery center” to c if there’s any cheap stuff to buy but I tink the price doesn’t reali make much difference from s’pore…we took some pic there before heading to “MBK”…we are so stupid, coz it just a bridge to MBK but we still took train there..haha…bought lots of things there.. quek bought a AX shirt for his candy where de rest just buy some shirt to last for the whole wk in thai….in the nite time, we went to “suan lum nite market”….wahahah…quek and Andrew spend again which add up to 4000 baht each…hmm..rich…lucky I manage to control my spending but didn’t really last long…wahaha.. saw a damn pretty jap ger…took a snap shot of her..she reali is so mesmerizing…..tooo pretty!!!

2007-09-19T07:50:00.000-07:00

~Thailand Trip~

7th of sept [Fri]

Hmm..wake up early to pack up my luggage before heading off to Thailand in the nite…after packing all my stuff, den meet up with Alvin and yip to “guan min san” to pray to my father…have been long since I came to pray by my own…always cant wake up in time…finally able to come and pray for a smooth journey to Thailand…wanted to called Andrew but he not able to wake up so only able to meet up with him after finish praying…after we are done, we head down to Chinatown to buy our soap, toothbrush ,etc… after getting all our stuff, company Andrew to adecko to take his pay…damn irritated by that ill-mannered cab driver...he just cant differentiate between a customer and driver…just my day to hop into his car….get to Chinatown Kbox to sing until 7 plus before heading hm to take our luggage to rush to airport….luckily we still manage to reach there in time…haha…1015 flight, we 9 reach…haha…still manage to squeeze time out to shop ard the DTS area….bought a nice swiss choc to eat while in plane to Thailand… took lots of photo before boarding the plane…haha..trying to capture the nite view of scenery of s’pore… upon reaching thai, we took a cab to “Bangkok city suite” where I accommodate in the previous trip..the journey cost us 800 baht which we found we have been cheated when reach the hotel..it onli cost us 450 baht from airport to there…arggg…. We unpack our luggage den go “hui kuang[A place where there’s LOT of pretty thai ger]” to have our supper…haha..it onli cost us a 100+ baht to eat which divide only 3 dollar per person which include drinks and tibit…haha…cant bought tat kind of food for that amt in s’pore…Alvin and yip bought a sim card where I find tat my autoroam is misfunctioning…

2007-09-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

You pray to GOD, for love.

Is he going to giv u love,

OR

The opportunity to love???

2007-08-15T22:47:00.000-07:00

=Lady luck=

haha..finally won my long waited win for EPL...won 300+ ystd when i bet birmingham draw and chelsea 2-1...lolx...wait soo long finally won back my $$ already..almost lose all in de last 10 min lor...lucky sunderland equalise in the 92min...haha....veri veri lucky...this match aso save yip la...he won 260 to cover his expenses till end of the mth...hmm...my frenz nw like all encounter relationship problem...first is quek den came yip..hmm..but luckily everything turn out fine for alvin but not so smooth for yip...just hope everything will be fine soon....=)

2007-08-13T07:27:00.000-07:00

~Kimage salon~

went to cut/colour my hair for wed FYP presentation....my hair was like so untidy and the colour was fading so might as well cut and dye tgt....hmm...nv went to the salon that i normallt patronise...cause the service there reali sucks man...they nv concentrate on cutting ur hair..they can like cutting and watching tv at the same time...-_-make mi damn piss off...after sch went to the kimage salon at tiong bahru...cost mi 108 with discount cards if not is $138...veri expensive and the end result was not so impressive that i expected in fact they cut my hair till so short tat i dun have a fringe nw...arggg...yip and andrew say my hair got cut like nv cut liaoz tat...argg...den cant c colour....another wastage of $$$ again..

~FYP presentation~

hmm...finally our fyp presentation last wed...was like a load off our shoulder...haha...feeling so relaxed nw...need not worry anymore abt FYP at least for nw...hmm..wake up ard 11 plus to prepare for presentation at 2...cause need to understand the program so ms meet us earlier to explain to us lor...but in the end i still late la...haha...my stupid hair la...make for 30 min still not the style i wan...feel so wierd lor having to wear formal and i think i reali put on weight since i was sec 5 liaoz...the pants when i wear suring my waiter days was so loose and nw was like so tight...argg...damn it...reali muz cut down on my fats if not i reali can throw away my jeans liaoz....hmmm...meet jk in the mrt at bb den went to sch to meet ms they all...plan of buying 1 new pants but after much consideration decide not to buy already...haha...we were so tense up with going to the rm....but once we get started, it was like normal presenation already....the whole presentation were smooth except some english pronouncation...the guy evaluator ask alot of sarcastic remark..argg..feel like punching him...after presentation, we head off to ps to eat chicken rice and aso wait for andrew....hmm..catch movie '881' at cine...was a damn stupid and boring show...waste my $9 watching it....argg....after movie, we went to eat our dinner at "food republic" at wisma den head down to clarke quay to drink....we went to "BREWERKS"...there was packed man...luckily manage to get a table with air condition...haha..order a bottle of chardonnay-white wine...haha..we bastard jk to test the wine lor...he act like those reali high class ppl, like reali noe the exact way to test the wine....haha...damn funny...after tat, went to play dota till morning....
haha..at first thought wear formal like so stand out from the rest cause we seldom wear de but reali formal shirt are veri stuffy...damn hot man...haha...

=Rush hour 3=

went to watch "RH3" on sat... was veri funny show...haha...tat chris tucker cant stand him...keep talk and talk for the whole show...haha...he reali is a joker...even when the backgrd music was so sad, the theatre ppl still laugh at hm because of his joker face..a must watch show man...

=Nice/sarcastic person???=

hmm...some ppl just take you for granted as wad i do for them is like a must....damn it..damn pissed offf...this type of fren might as well dun wan...just a wastage of time...

=smoking=

DOes reali smoke make ppl so stand out...haiz....i reali hope the person i saw is not smoking..completely spoil the preservation of image of her..spoil everything..it does hurt when u saw someone u like become so completely different as though u do not noe her at all...ppl does changes onli matter of gooods or bad???

2007-07-30T23:34:00.000-07:00

=FYP Submission=

finally, my nightmare have ended...haha..a load off my back..been doing the DFD diagram ,report since friday and my hardwork finally paid off...luckily manage to finish in time if not big trouble for mi...hmm...basically i didn't reali have much slp since fri....been worried and rushing of the FYP...wake up consistent interval through the night..went JE library to do for fyp in the wkend...alot of people study for O,A level...was so packed...we manage to find a place near the adaptor if not reali no need to do already...ystd was the submission date and was so relieve when we hand the burn project report...but haiz..discover lots of things during this period of time...see through some ppl character...i tink in this world doesn't reali have fren that u can count on during bad times and i can fully justify it thru 'MY CIRCLE OF FREN'...shall not spoil the mood of blogging...

=Crumpler=

bought a 'crumpler' bag at paragon with the company of ms and alvin...haha..cost $183...my heart reali ache when i buy things for myself...went home after tat to catch my final esp of 'wishing stars'...

=Malaysia=

hmm...last thurs went to malaysia with yip,quek,andrew... haha..was a fun day and have been long since we 4 have went out together...wake up ard 8 plus so that can reach malaysia earlier..alvin skip his lesson as usual to company us...lol..when he so determine to go sch when he sms mi on wed...lolx...spend ard $60 plus there...we ate at the 'SEASON' restaurant..order lots of food...the table was full with our orders and we order 'earthquake'...was so full..the ice-cream come in such a big bowl...went to buy CDs'..bought 20 cd back and we shared among ourself but haven deliver to s'pore yet...wonder if they run away with my $$$...lolx....plan to buy the sneaker but they say not reali suit mi so i forsake the idea and turn to s'pore L.E shop when i get my july pay....haha...smuggle lots of bubblegum back without getting caught..haha..luckily not like the first time...nxt time gonna smuggle more....but not with andrew coz he kana caught when he call himself the undercover...lol..

2007-07-22T19:40:00.001-07:00

=Alone=

hmm...sat was not in the best mood...quarrel with james over a matter tat doesn't concern of each individual brand...basically thats wad happen...when i came for work, i sold a tower fan to a customer....but that tefal uncle ONCE AGAIN snatch my customer...the deal is already closed yet he still wan to snatch my customer again..damn pissed off...and tat james start talking big again...reali piss mi off at that point of time...feel so much like punching him...didn't talk to him for 2 days at work...i hate ppl who say yet cant do...tat wad he does best...he can c tat tefal uncle snatch his customer from his concept counter but do nothing..he just an arrogant bastard..but thinking abt it, feel quite stupid to lose a fren like this over a small matter...not worth it i think but as i know, he too were persistence in his stance so nvm...

went hm after work when andrew call and ask mi whether wan to watch movie anot...alvin and andrew meet mi at cine ard 1130 as i stay at hm watch show first...my mom was surprise tat i went hm so early on sat...haha...chit chat awhile before heading to watch the movie "Alone"....was a nice show and was quite scary except the theatre is full of inconsiderate ppl..they just make noise after every scary part...damn irritating and there 2 thai gays sit beside mi...arggg...nothing go smoothly for mi on sat....the movie is best if u bring a ger go watch...haha...

2007-07-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

=looks over inner beauty??=

just finish watching the "200 pound beauty" in my laptop...hmm..it was a nice show with sad and comedy plot inside...there's sad moment like when she confess to everyone that she is the fat lady tat sing behind de scene...was touching overall...just asking myself if i was the same that just looking for gers that with good looks instead of her character...i tink that is so...i tink the reason for mi loving mich is based on her gd look rather den her character...i just like to compare her with others for her appearance mostly i tink...i just came to realise that....basically i start off with an average face and do i reali have the right to choose others???i doubt so...i shd be thankful that ppl didn't choose mi..just feel i have an ugly side in me that i came to realise onli nw...this came the same as the 9pm show i watch earlier....the shixuan would not have choose xinhui if she came to noe she is the xinyu face..haiz..i am so pathetic!!!

=Malaysia=

meet jk in the morning at 945 bukit batok mrt but he came his usual stunt...when i reach, he sms say he need to wait for his mother to come back den can come out....make mi damn pissed off..waited for him for 45 min...was planning to go off already...i hate ppl when i sms or call them, they dun even bother abt it..reach malaysia ard 12...was my first visit to malaysia since so long ago..the food there was damn cheap...$10 from each of us can other 1 fish head curry, 2 maggie goreng plus drink..damn cheap....we head our tea break at 'secret recipe'..the cheese cake and walnut cake was just great...was cheap too...haha..i bought 5 discs to smuggle back to s'pore...and some chewing gum but too bad cant pass the custom....arggg...my $5!!!saw i few stuff i like; nike shoe,buckler and some clothe..will go again nxt wed so that i can buy back coz today nv bring enough $$ there..the standard of living there was low...somehow similar to thailand ba...hmm..update again when i go nxt wk...

2007-07-15T23:05:00.000-07:00

=Dinner [Central]=

hmm..spend the nite out on fri with jk and xy at clarke quay newly opened shopping centre after sch..hmm..after our MIS class, jk,mi and ms went to the conservation talk while waiting for xy UT to finish...we finish ard 5 plus den head down to clarke quay...hmm...as we reach the "waraku pasta" restaurant, it was filled with people lor..having to wait more than 1hr...arg...luckily got complimentary coke which cost ard 3.8 as stated in the menu....haha..walk ard central and saw many japanese restaurant...thinking if this shopping centre mainly cater for jap ppl??? and 1 which a long queue with limited seat...

have our dinner ard 8 plus lor...having to forsake my 9pm show and 10pm show...haha.. i order a squid with bacon pasta and it was nice...haha...nicest among we 3 at least..haha..xy order a crab pasta...looking by her expression, it wasn't as nice as it thought...haha....and most patheticly is jk, force himself to finish his "eat longer taste better" pasta..haha...it cost $75 altogehter with additional of a pasta..wasn't as ex as i thought at first...haha...walk ard the boat quay to digest our stomach before heading hm..the 'clinic' was special...haha...all was like so hospital..feel like a patient which i look at those ppl...haha...duno will bring bad luck anot..haha...we went to esplanade den to city hall to take train hm..

meet up with chin chun to play cards with him...so long nv c him..he grow darker and more man with his botak hairstyle...play till 4 den went hm to slp..=)

=kbox=

went kbox with irene, annie, andrew,alvin and james after work....hmm...was fun though abit wierd without jk they all..haha...james,annie and irene went hm ard 4 and left we 3 to sing till 6 in the morning...was damn shack....argg....i wan to go clarke quay again..so many chio bu...haha...><

=EMO=

getting more and more being left alone in this world...argg...duno why just think that life was so boring....not much to do to spice my life up...my life was like so dead..duno what is missing in my life..i reali dun hav any determination to do anything...arg...i wan to save $$ so that i have a better future??reali thought of slimming down coz i look so fat lor..even tat shu xianz aso say this...argg..damn demoralising...just hope i have the determination to do so....

2007-07-11T23:28:00.000-07:00

~Old memories~

hmm...after ut went for FYP meeting at the library...the IT security UT was in the sense quite easy, but duno reali can score anot...i reali wish to score an A...i dun wan to let other see that i am stupid...recently heard alot of comment like i pon so many lesson aso can get an A or B+, make me feel damn irritated...the FYP meeting didn't went smoothly aso..the lydia tend to show more favourtism towards ms rahter den mi and jk...feel so outcast...damn it..our context diagram need to postpone to fri...waste our time...she rather spend her time with her bf rather den discuss thru with our project..damn her...was scare that couldn't complete in time....]

went to meet alvin at toa payoh after meeting ard 6 plus...actually was planning to go out with andrew and quek de but coz i wan to rush hm to watch de 9pm show and 10 pm show, so cancel off lor...haha..get scolded by alvin lor..head down to TBP to have our dinner at the foodcourt...hmm...bought my favourite the tibit at watson...haha....the food court bring back alot memory lor...haiz....tats was the last time i bring her to TBP to eat prawn noodle after basketball session...i tink tats the first time i meet her out ba..argg...memories just flew back....haiz..thinking abt it just make mi so foolish...no one will appreciate de...anyway meet sze ling and her bf at TBP...nv saw her until she sms mi...><

Not everybody is blessed with good things in life.

For me even if I did, it's always short-lived.

The best solution is not to let it bother you any further.

I want to feel the old me again.

2007-07-08T23:10:00.000-07:00

=pool day=

hmm..fri after sch, went to work as usual...hmm..xin hua and desmond come and find mi....actually wan to go hm early so that i be able to catch the 9pm and 10pm show..but went out with them as it's seldom that we meet...went to paradiz centre to hav our drink at the mac while waiting for the pool junction ppl to call us...reach pool junction ard 1030...played pool till ard 1 den went to have our supper...went hm ard 2 plus den..

=Dota-ing=

went to work ard 3 on sat....argg..not much sales on tat day...lose my 'ajisen'
meal to annie on tat day...shit manz...so after work, meet up with guan qun and andrew outside 711 entrance..saw jims on de way as he went to look for his wife...he is reali full of crap...lucky he going reservice soon if not he going to crap again...haha....annie and james came along with us...xin hua and desmond was on the same train as us as we reach city hall...wait for alvin to come and off we went to penisular plaza...altogether was 8 of us so 4 v 4....argg..every team i play for lose..shit man...it was so stuffy there...argg..cant stand it..after 2 match, we decided to head down to cineleisure to play at e2max....was completely oppo from there..was so cooling there...before we went to play, we go eat supper at 'xing wang'...i hav my "maggie mee" with lucheuon meat there...was not worth it but i dun wan to hav a heavy meal as i veri wan to watch my diet in order no to grow fatter....haha...play till 6 in the morning...everyone was half dead by then...annie,andrew and alvin took cab together with mi while the others take train home...

2007-07-04T22:27:00.001-07:00

=Kbox=

hmm..went kbox with xh,andrew,alvin,jk and yip on tues after sch...haha...hang ard in sch till 6 plus to finish our FYP project den head down to town to shop ard...went to wheellock to see the crumpler bag..it cost $183 for a bag lor...so ex..i tink i getting something much cheaper ba coz i tink my taste will change as time goes by...while waiting for andrew to release work, we went to have our dinner at the indo restaurant den went to see if there's any ticket for 'goal 2'..it have but crashed with andrew time as he release work at 930...hmm..so we decided to go kbox lor...while waiting, we went to play dota at e2max...ard 11 den we go to the kbox to sing...hmm...the whole session was fun lor...every song we change the lyrics..haha..nv once we sing properly...yip reach ard 12 to join us...sing till 6 in the morning...was damn tired...

=GoaL 2=

hmm...wake up ard 4 in the noon when yip sms mi to ask mi watch 'goal 2' with him...hmm..was so rushed but still manage to reach cine at 5 to catch the show..the show last 1hr 50 min...nice show..it shows santiago munez transfer switch to real madrid...hmm....the whole story plot was nice,well planned...nt much different from the esp 1 "goal"..i wonder if the movie reali resolve ard beckham and co...look so real..haha..robinho reali is a gd player...de way he does the stepover was like nobody business...haha...even a kid aso can play better football then mi...argggg...after the show, went back hm to watch the 9pm show and 10pm show..hmm..it is highly recommended...

=Retribution=

hmm..basically, i was bastard by jk and co..he was a plain bastard...arggg..put my pic to the stupid forum...i wonder hw he got my pw....damn it...luckily he was bastard by his bro, ivan..hhaha...i guess it is retribution ba..

2007-07-02T22:42:00.000-07:00

=Prank day=

haha..basically there's wad we doing for the whole day in sch..we play prank on gq, alvin and xin hua by submitting their photo to the "hey!gorgeous" the new mediacorp show which nominate the most popular guy in the sch.. in which wad and jk do good deed by submitting their photo to the database...we bluff xin hua and alvin by telling them tat we help them to register for talk for getting their IC.no. lolx..and we succeed..gq need to think more to con him so we decided to use the registration form as a excuse...and too, we succeed..

my job is to send the picture to jk ystd and the rest is up to jk...he upload the pic and giv some description to each of them..something like :'beautiful eyes, cute, joker' and so on...haha...damn funny...we keep "suan" them lorz until they did not noe wad to do with us...

today xh is the most innocent victim out of those who pic get submitted..ivan bastard them by imposing as "jeremy chan" from mediacorp..conning them into believing that they have been chosen to be a cast in "i'm not stupid 4"..lolx...3 aso haven come out, how to come out 4..haha..damn funny la..couldn't stop laughing...xh get cheated the longest lor..from the time he come down to w4 canteen to the carpark...haha....but hope all of them dun get angry la coz it onli for fun...haha..no other intention..we do it for their good as to advertise for our RP that our sch contain these types of joker...haha....^_^

as for today's class, same as usual.. BORING!!!!!

link for their hunk search:http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/heygorgeous/hunk

2007-07-01T22:57:00.000-07:00

CGI was top notch! Can't imagine this was the same CGI company that did Hulk way back. Definitely improved loads as compared to their Hulk production.

Spoilers!

Might be a little draggy or messy but hell, it's da movie for the year.

Plot was thin and simple. I would not say plotness. The jist is still there, well its a Micheal Bay film. Bay simply spells a-c-t-i-o-n, not s-t-o-r-y.

Bots have enough dialogs as well as screen time. Bumblebee was extremely well potrayed. Prime was in his prime. 20+years has passed and I still feel goosebumps when I hear Cullen speak once again. Ironhide was a rocking cowboy. Ratchet was cool but underused. Same goes for Jazz. Sleek, cool and black! Love the way he speaks but REALLY underused for his character. Could have been so much better.

Cons were underscreened and kill too easily. The reason for this I guess is due to insufficient movie time, it is already a solid 144mins. Fight scenes were brief and straight to the point for some but we can only wait for the DVD release. Director's cut and extended footage anyone? Wasted characters were Starscream, Barricade and Blackout. Scenes were too brief. Brawl/Devastator was da beast. The amount of bots/humans needed to take him down was incredible. No wonder no pre-film footage was shown, he was one of the climatic scenes. Scorponok and Bonecrusher were extras. Hope they had more screentime in the DVDs. And guess what! Well, Frenzy has the most screentimes! He was really well potrayed with his irritating-ness and stealth ability. Kinda like a love/hate relationship. Finally, Megatron the leader of the cons. Firm, ferocious and mean through and through. An angry con that got p*ssed for being froze and left at a coner. Came out wrestling like a pitbull.

Sam was very well potrayed by Shia. Very very and I must say VERY natural. Not bad for a young star. Some pick-up lines were used so skillfully. Definitely worthy for being the Witwicky that he is. His parents were really funny as well. And Mikela, woo just hot. HOT!

Onto some parts of the movie.

Love how the bots entered earth in the protoforms. Running about seemingly naked just to scan their modes (or clothes) before going to meet their dear boy Sam. The yard scene was priceless and tattooed onto my mind right till now. How Prime was so impatient and Jazz being so agile was down right amusing.

Action scenes were plenty. Some just nice, some a little too fast. Really appreciate how each transformations were different instead of repeated CGIs. The first scene of Blackout transformation gave me transformasm if I can call it.

Can't wait to watch it a second time

2007-07-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

=Transformer=

hmm..ystd went out with james, andrew,alvin and jk after work..alvin meet mi and james at ps carrefour to wait for mi to release work..tat "stunt" jk late again...nv once he was early...we went shopping at B1 POA and ebase..thought of getting a jeans and shirt but none reali suit mi...and ystd is last day of 5% GST day so need to buy ystd rather den wait till today to buy...all carrefour stock rise 2 more % le..haiz..tat $200 i get was not enough as i thought...luckily i get my pay onli last wk if not my bank duno will left hw much le...hopefully this june pay would come ojn the 7th...so many to buy.."Crumpler bag""AX Shirts""AX Jeans""supplement"..thought of joining california to build up my body..still considering~~~~

hmm..reach cine ard 11 plus ba den have our dinner at burgerking..haha..won james W11..lolx...he veri noisy la..canot thru pass la, cannot dribble la..haha..den went to play dotA at E2max...den head off to watch movie at 3.55...watch 'TRANSFORMER'..was a veri nice show..worth every penny of ur $ spend though is wkend...2 hr plus show..funny,exciting...before going in, i wan to slp already but once the show start, u reali dun feel like slping anymore...the graphic onli hav 1 word to describe..MARVELLOUS...was damn nice when they transforming..haha..tat 'bumberbee' was cute la...playing the song/....haha..another wkend spend with mmy frenz....^-^

2007-06-25T07:05:00.000-07:00

=jk bday=

hmm..sat after work meet up wth andrew and ms to go jurong for jkbday celebration...luckily jk was surprisely not late..haha..bday boy ma..dun dare to late if not we sure storm bolt him de....hahah...drop at chinese garden which his fren condo is...they were holding bbq there...hmm....among the ppl there, i onli noe ivan lor..super xianz...like kana outcast..but we self entertain la...tat jk was drunk lor...and was damn noisy...he pang seh us nv go kbox...haha..tell him cannot drunk coz later got go out but as u noe, a drunkard nv listen to what we say..haha..andrew and ms send him hm and we meet up with xin hua and yip to go play doat till morning..

=rainbow after rain=

it haven been an terrible wk for andy..and at last his wife called him back ystd...i den realise the truth is that his wife was being ill-treated by her working supervisor and wanted to quit but becoz she scare andy would scold her, she ran away from hm..luckily is not wad i think and was glad they r back together...u can c andy was veri happy lor..wish them all the best..haha...and i won my 2nd meal which is ajisen from annie 2 days consecutively..haha..sat win her kfc and ystd win her ajisen...haha...heng ar....a free dinner when she come back nxt wk..haha...i find tat if i raeli work hard, my sales reali can go up and i prove it...haha..takada rox!!!

2007-06-22T09:34:00.000-07:00

=Injustice=

can someone plz tell mi y good guys doesn't seems to get the best thing out of their life...y they need to suffer where things goes wrong...and the one who get hurts is always them....i surely noe hw it feel...i tink this apply to my colleague today....haizz....

went to work after sch today..reach there, i notice something wrong with andy already as normally when i c him, he sure will tease mi or smile at mi rather then having the glum look as he is today..he look terribly not in a mood to talk..den found out that he have been behaving like this since he comes work...so check out with irene and annie to c what goes wrong with him cause today he reali doesn't behave like his normal self....his happy-go-lucky attitude was gone and in came a glum,tired face...during dinner break, he ask mi alot of wierd stuff like wad's my goal in life, any aims i hav, will we be sad if he die, his life was a blank..at that moment, i sense something was wrong with him and terribily wrong...i did ask him wad happen as care to share with mi, he just told mi the sales is bad and he was being summon for littering and i guess thing was not so simple as it seems...

when it's time to go hm, normally he would buy food for his wife but today he didnt..i den later found out from annie tat his wife have ran away from his hse...ystd when he go back hm, he found tat all his wife belonging and passport was taken away...andy make a police report but not valid as his wife is lost less then 24 hrs...haiz...was sad upon hearing this...u wun expect this to happen as the whole carrefour noe hw well andy care abt his wife..everytime buy things and take notes ,he would spend any amt on his wife on wad she wan....he is de model husband for mi to follow i tink..he from a gangster to a devoted husband..but to come down to this situation, if i were him, i reali duno wad to do....haiz..he treat his wife as his goals to earn lots of $$ to give her comfort...she is like his source of motivation...and when someone lost his main motivation, his sense of direction is all lost...i reali dun understand y his wife ran away..i bet andy reali love his wife alot..his eyes was able to c brimming with tears....feel damn sad for him.....i keep sms him when i get back hm..at least to show someone to care for him or confide his problem too and aso to divert him from thinking abt his wife...

i tml will go work at 1....hope to see him in a better state....i reali dun feel good when he so sad...he was like a big bro..always guide mi when i wrong or right...teach mi the ways of life...i so scare he do something stupid...haiz...dun tink i able to slp so soon..just hope he get over it quickly though is difficult...at least he have us to hold on to...TAKE CARE!!!

2007-06-21T08:48:00.000-07:00

=Lonely day=

hmm..today my 2 fren ps mi lor...1 go chalet and another 1 shd be having "fever or leg pain" leaving me wandering alone in sch...another 7 yr fren just overslept..haiz...lucky got xin hua they all company me if not i will be bored to death in that spiritless class..whenever i enter the class, just feel like slping all the way coz the people there just wasn't my kind of fren that would mix ard with mi...

have breakfast with xh,sx den company them to smoke..tok abt dreams,etc..hmm..so wierd, i didn't have the dreams they make and something tat beta left unsaid when i was toking to xh...haha...den the second break, went for the law talk...hmm..was playing psp all the way thruout the talk...haha..the speaker was damn entertaining...haha...

after sch went to CWP alone lor..haiz..was so lonely...i tink this is the 3rd time i walk alone to MRT..went to work and first go there, tat james keep nagging at mi..was damn pissed off so i giv him a F*** up look den he stop..he nv noe when to stop his mouth...

Alot of things was keep hanging in my mid..duno hw to express out...think things that may concern my future and etc....argg..so many thing to think abt....time is not on my side..and i hope reali can path a road for mi when i grad and finish NS.....scared to face what is waiting for mi ahead in my life....

2007-06-17T09:06:00.001-07:00

=End of holiday=

haiz..sch going open tml and the feeling err was damn xianz lor...this holiday was like so short and didn't reali enjoy thruout...hmm..keep going back sch for FYP, PP and study for maths..argg...worse still, so many ut awaiting mi starting from tml onwards.....my head gonna break liaoz..hmm..planning to go diving nxt mth with jing jie but need to pay 420 for the fees for theory lesson and practical...argg....cash again!!hw nice if i hav 1 of the 5c's which woman so desire..haiz...too bad, i hav none of those...

Basically thats wad happen for the last wk of holiday

~monday~

meet up with shu xianz to study for math..argg..first time i wake up so early lor..hhah...wake up ard 11 den reach woodland ard 1..we den went to food court to hav our breakfast/lunch den went to the library to study math...the library bring back some memories..hmm...tats when i met "her" to study last yr....she teach mi math while studying for her A's level...hw time flies, she grad already and have changed alot since...tats ard 1 yr since i last saw her face to face lefting out on jan where i met her during the inter JC pangeant...haiz...okok, hmm the library was so packed lor...all tables was taken up by those "official" o level student..haha..even the floor in the library was aso fill up lor...we finally found a place in the corner of the library..haha..study for awhile den went down to the cafe below as sx found a place there...do math paper 1 at there for ard 4 hrs and didn't even finish lor..haiz..found myself getting more stupid as days goes by...went to have dinner at banquet with sx den meet mao shan to head off to cineleisure to meet up quek, jk..hmmm..meet yu yuan aso to sign up for my prudential saving....went to watch "man in white"..was a damn funny show..typically singaporean show...haha...^-^

~tues~

it was shao hong bday....actually didn't reali dun wan to go but hearing from andy, i felt that it shd let bygones be bygones....i dun wish to talk abt it and just treat him as nothing hav happen...reach there ard 10 plus with james,andrew,alvin and ms....hmm....is just gathering for us with chivas ,etc on the tables...james got drunk and was sent hm together with sh and off to play dota with the rest at penisular plaza..haha..our new found place...24 hrs de..yeah..=)

~thurs~

went to watch fantastic 4 with james, alvin and andrew...hmm..was a veri gd show though i nv watch part 1..silver surfer was veri strong and cool man..i doubt anyone F4 can be as strong as him..the 'human torch' was suave manz..the body was so perfect plus the face hor..was like those man every woman desire..haha...we played dota b4 watching the show and did enjoy for the whole day...

~sunday~

was a lucky day for me...sell 10 standing fan at a go..haha..1 rich customer but alll at 1 shot and was damn kucky to serve her..the sales today was not bad...
ARGGGG...haven get my pay yet..gonna starve to death soon...hope to get my pay by nxt wk to get jk his bday present...today is father's day..haiz..too bad doesn;t hav a father's day celebration since young so doesn't reali make a differences...

2007-06-13T02:01:00.000-07:00

*=-My 21th bday=-*

Hmm..wake up early in the morning to meet up with Andrew , jk and mao shan to prepare thing for my chalet…haha..mi and Andrew wake up late so mao shan and jk went to ‘rina’’s hse to take the water dispenser..haha..luckily rina’s decide to lend mi if not have to fork out $ to buy again..haha…we gather at the chalet ,unpack our thing, check the utensil all tat and off we went to tampines giant to buy the food for bbq..we split up and buy the things lor..like some go buy charcoal , some buy food, some buy tibit ,etc.

Head back to chalet to clean up the things and waiting for dinner to be cooked…hehe..luckily got elva and Irene to help if not we reali got to eat Maggie liaoz..ham with rice taste not bad ba..haha..we den kick soccer after hari, hart they all have reached..was fun man..reali long nv run/exercise liaoz.. Alvin, sh, Andrew and Irene carry on their mah-jiong till morning where they order mac breakfast..wake up ard 11 plus to prepare go back RP to take my UT..damn ut fall on my bday..haha…after finish, head back to white sand to buy food again as it is not enough..spend ard 400 on food le..luckily head back to chalet, james,yip they all help mi set up le..hmm..if not I sure die de..haha..sze ling and Hobart reach de chalet already by the time we reached..did neglected them..crowd just flow in by 9 lor…was damn busy entertaining everyone in order not to leave out anyone…but I guess I nv organize properly ba..but was glad to see most of my fren attend my bday party…although was sad tat ‘she’ nv come as I expected..she got a bf wad can I do….i just hope she able to attend but in the end still the same..just hope my bday wishes will come true…

Took pic with each of my frenz,mates,fac,parents and relative..haha…my relative come down to celebrate with mi leh…was so bliss lor..reali…I was touched. Catch up with some fren which may have lose in touch with like , Lydia,terence,mdm goh etc..hmm..hhaa..have a reali wonderful bday…

But thing doesn’t turn out as expected, hmm..i got drunk the nitez when I drank 3 cup full of nick ‘chivas’, I was veri dead drunk lor..dun even noe wad I saying…I did thing tat I dun even noe, like wanting to punch ah bee…andrew aso drunk and did something unexpected of him…but I guesss he did for mi ba so I reali value him , quek, ms and jk as my bro..all was dead drunk when wan to cover mi..haha..0011..

The nxt morning, check out ard 12 plus as all was having a hangover lor..haha…esp james duno puke hw many time and slping by the toilet bowl..lolx..haha.. took a cab hm with quek as Andrew they all go hm in the morning as they working morning shift.

JUST WAN TO THANKS ALL FOR COMING!!! ^-^ Thousand thanks^-^

2007-06-13T01:00:00.001-07:00

-=Kbox & Dota-ing=-

Hmm..this few wk have been doing this few activity during the wkend.. haha..guess still not suitable for clubbing ba.. haiz..i noe no matter wad I try to change but still cant change the internal ‘me’..so no use changing for something tat doesn’t even exist…so I decide to change back the ‘kenny’ I was once were..i did enjoy myself when hanging out with james, Alvin, Andrew, jk ,mao shan they all..they reali bring joy to my life..if not my life would be veri dull..they spark up my life ba..haha…

When singing, they keep disturb each other ppl name and ex-gf….lol…veri funny lor..esp when Alvin sing jk name lor..haha…and tat stupid james still oldies lor like ‘wan qing shui’ etc..but I guess everyone enjoy ba..onli tat mao shan was slping halfway thru…lolx…

Going out with them is definitely beta hanging out with ah bee they all coz reali they isn’t any backstabbing within our grp…

2007-06-11T11:01:00.000-07:00

=Quarrel=

hmm...meet up with ah bee, ah yan and siow hong the nxt day after coming back from thai...this day reali piss mi off alot..haiz..firstly, i told them i not going to drink any alcohol tat nite but they stil expect mi to pay when i just drink the mixer onli..it's not fair lor..u expect mi to fork out the whole amt when i didnt even touch any alcohol...damn it..den give mi tat black face for wad F***....and when finish playing pool, she thought i wun fork out any $$ like tat..she throw the $ on the table like thinking i will not pay like tat..damn insulting...took a cab hm and was damn fed up ..by that time, i noe she cfm backstab behind mi and expected, she did it..say thing tat didn;t stand at all...hmm..

was all clear up during my bday...it was actually siowhong was behind everything..tat stupid MSN, backstabing,violet all was well-plan by him..looks can be decieving...my biggest flaw was to trust ppl too easily..as well, finally see thru his true colour...hmm..but quite sad la...nw he public enemy in everyone eyes..guess he bought it upon himself..he quitted takada and i hope everything would be fine soon coz andrew and mi suffer alot during the process..hmm...definitely, will just be aware of who i mixing with from nw on...

~Ah yan bday~

luckily ah yan didn;t blame us for wad we did and all was forgiven... we were invited to her bday and actually wanted to go off ard 12 plus but was delay as she keep calling us to stay...feel paiseh at first, but she gradually forgiven us and back to where we once were...there weren't many ppl there...was just some from ntuc and carrefour [ps]...head off to play dota with quek and yip together with kimfong and andrew from freeze...play till 6am in the morning....

2007-06-11T10:56:00.000-07:00

last day

we did our last min shopping for clothes and shoes before heading off back to s'pore at nitez..we went to mbk and flea market to do our shopping..the flea market was freaking crowded...cant even walk lor...was jam inside for a long time..but to be true, wad they sell was veri cheap..haha..those calculator format...bought some local delight there to bring hm for my fren and colleague...bought alot of jersey to bring back singapore to sell..lol...went to the 4 faced buddha to pray and took some pic of them..

reach spore ard 11 plus at nitez..we smuggle alot chewing gum back and luckily nv kana caught..haha...if not duno fine hw much le..hee heee..unpack everything until 2 plus and head to slp as mon still got sch...haha...

2007-06-11T10:37:00.000-07:00

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3rd day

wake up ard 11 plus and we set off to pattiya beach..we went to book a car in the hotel....we were being introduced to a driver called "min min"..lol..funny name har...hahah....the journey last 2 hr 30 min..it was damn boring in the car and the traffic was terrible...keeping jamming...i took an 1 hr nap and just look along the surrounding..they sell those coconut fruit skins along the stall by the roadside...quite unique though..as we reach pattiya, it was already 4plus to 5 and we head for our breakfast,lunch and dinner...haha...coz morning till tat time, we haven eat anything...we then went for the water sport..haha...i took charge of the water skid boat..was veri veri fun..like no licence driving in the water...lol....veri shiok..the feeling cannot be describe..ahhaa..bought a shorts and a towel as the idea of going came too sudden...haha....after tat, we went to shop ard tat area...hmm..alot of prositiute along the road...all hanging on to those ang moh..haha...i guess ang moh is the main money spender there ba..the nite life there is reali crowded not like singapore...can say it reali give us an sight outside s'pore...got alot of pubs, "dirty" pubs...haha.."min min" took us to the hill top to seee the nite senery...veri beautiful..we took some pic and head back to the hotel...all fall asleep along the way...

tat "min min" took us to 'thai ger show'.. we pay ard $30 for the entrance fee...argg..inside was dark and have a center stage..the show was errr disgusting lor...they did a "live show" there..i was stunt lor..so open..and got a ger beside mi lor..so paiseh..and they did thing u cant imagine..after the whole thing, we went to the pool pub to find edmund and we went to book out air ticket for the nxt morning flight...after tat we went to have our dinner at 'hui kwang den shop ard there for some soveniur for jk they all..we walk along the thai geylang..haha..reali alot of pros lor...quickly walk pass and we head to our hotel to slp...=)'

2007-05-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

-2nd day-

wake up ard 1 plus coz ystd reali veri tired..haha...i tink waste alot of time le..and when i brushing my teeth and bathing..argg....annie and ms keep saying mi lor....coz i brush teeth 1/2 hr..haha...taking a map in hand, we find our way thru to "siam-paragon and MBK"..haha...we like noob lor..keep asking direction where we dun even understand wad the local r saying...haha..like an idiot like tat..pass by an "A&W"..u cant find tat in singapore already..is like so rare lor...annie they all dun wan to eat fast food, she say eat when reach the shopping centre...argg...

we took a "sky-train"=MRT to a place name 'siam'..the train fare onli cost 15 baht which is less the s'pore 1 dollar ..den went to siam paragon to walk walk..argg..the things there was like so ex lor..not much different like TAKASHIMAYA in s'pore.. but the AX there , de design was so tempting lor..too bad i didnt bring enough cash, if not i sure buy buy and buy de...haha...there was like more suitable for high class ppl de..not suitable for us..haha..

we went to MBK centre after tat..hmmm..it was like so big lor...twice of suntec city i tink..walk until veri blur..keep walking to the same path..haha...was searching for my jersey high and low..haha..luckily found it at a shop..bought 4 at first...lol..."beckham,ronaldo,rooney and gerrard"..i aso bought 2 billabong shorts and 1 t-shirt...haha..hmm...MS bought lots of t-shirt and shorts lorz and annie bought a bag aso....

after finish shopping we took the thai "tu-tu motor cab" back to our hotel...haha...put down our thing le den went to night market to buy our "branded stuff" lolx....the night market was the most fun de...everyone use a calculator to state their price...haha..and the discounted price can go to as low to 70%..haha..fun...nv get to do thing like tat in s'pore..u do that in s'pore, kana punch liaoz..i bought 2 belt;1 gucci and 1 superman....haha..1 gucci bag for my mom and 1 LV coin pouch for my grandma...haha...all add up to less then $100..haha...so cheap..got 1 time , de stall tender chase mi after he refused to match my price but in the end, still sell mi at the price i stated..hee hee...fruitfull day for mi!!! =D

2007-05-16T07:39:00.000-07:00

~Thailand trip~

-1st day-
7th of may was my first time going to overseas and was my first time on the plane...damn enthu leh...but too bad, didn't have enough slp coz watch soccer the previous nitez...tat stupid "man utd vs Chelsea" was damn boring lorz...Man utd field the whole reserve team make mi wan to slp..watch together with "bro,alvin, and chin chun"..tat chin chun was like the assistand commentator lor...ppl tok wan he tok aso tok..haha...lucky got him entertaining ""bro"..haha...

carry my sleepiness to sch tat day..haha..was late for class as i reach at 9am...lucky nv get downgrade...during break time, slp all de way thru 3 presentation..so tired..after sch rush hm to pack my luggage..just pack a few shirt and shorts and went to meet MS at my hse busstop..

took a cab down to fletch annie to airport...my first time go airport leh..haha..have my dinner at the ajisen..not as nice as ps wan..haha..taste more bland..waited for my boss and off we went to check in..he bought some "kueh lapis" to thai..hmm...first time board de plane..was like wad those premier show showing lor...haha..when taking off tat time is the most exciting part..the feeling was like.."i'm flying.."..lolx..reach thai ard 1 plus and we took a cab to my boss hse..hmm..his hse was like "thrash and shit" everywhere...argg..cannot tolerate so we went to book an hotel,"bangkok ciity suite"..check in le den went to a place named "hui kwang"..is like singapore far east plaza...haha..full of chio bu'ssssssss..reali thai ger r veri pretty..the road stall food r nice and veri cheap..7 baht for 1 squid..where to find in s'pore..haha...the shop there r trendy and the ppl there r frenly and fashion aso..revise again.,.there are alot of chio thai gersss there..haha.off we went to hotel and slp for tml hectic shopping...haha..

2007-04-20T08:50:00.000-07:00

~"good" friday~

feel damn unlucky today...arggg...nvm that i was late for class when i actually overslept till 7 which i normally would wake up ard 6+..was rushing to sch as thought today's module is magdelene class so wun be downgrade...meet jk and gq on my way to sch..haha..catch up a little bit after suaning jk for his "fever" sickness..lol...miss our fyp meeting..his word cannot be trusted wan..haha..hmm...reach class ard 9..i think i am the last one to enter de class...haha..mag giv mi a cheeky smile...during the lesson, i overheard my team mate toking abt Database module...hmm..den i find abit wierd liao..arggg...den i ask them they yr wad, and they told mi they yr 2...arggg...i tell mag lor c wad she can do.....stupid rp, allocate mi to yr 2 class which look like i retain sia..everyone look at mi in some sort of manners.....YR 3 student in YR 2 class..argg..feel so awkward thruout the day..but at least i think i can manage an A's coz presentation wise, i think i done a good job..wahahaha....

meet jing jie and alvin after sch to work..pang seh jk and ms to do fyp..haha...seem like our grp is the curse sia..the 4th member always nv appear de...haha..not a full grp yet since we done de first draft..haha..reach work ard 5+ den work awhile go eat our dinner...andy treat us eat mince pork noodle..lol...finally get his treat...=)

everyone keep asking mi who the ger was...argggg....SECRET!!!haha

2007-04-17T10:30:00.000-07:00

~Lina's and Pei yu birthday~

last tues went to lina's birthday celebration at "97"..mi,james,andrew, irene and shao hong gather at ps den walk to orchard plaza to find ah bee they all..we hang out there till ard 3 to 4 plus and went to nearby coffeeshop to have our supper...hmm..maybe not in a gd mood plus some sarcastic comment by shao hong, i did vent my anger at him..feel like throwing the whole chair at him...but becoz of rushing of time, i went to my grandma hse after parting with them...went to watch soccer which result in man utd thrashing roma 7-1..haha..my fav team performance...=)

~james conclusion~

on that day itself, james told mi he break with his gf le..haiz..acutally tats the result mi and andrew expected.. but nv reali tell him hw we feel towards his r/s problem...at least nw, she make it clear with him already..i think probably willl hurt him a while den everything will turn back to the normal again..

~Mao shan's birthday~

last wed, carrefour ppl help mao shan to celebrate his first ever bday celebration at labybrith..hmm..it was the first time he celebrate his bday with his fren which is us....took alot of ppl and out of 19 ppl who go..12 were drunk and sad to say i am 1 of them...argg.break my restriction of alocohol for almost 1 mth...haiz..."merlion" until i feel veri terrible which the hang over last till the nxt day...try to restrict myself from drinking until my bday plz.....=D

~Crush~

i think i have a crush on someone but duno is just in spit of moment or wad...hmm..maybe i think too much abd too bad the ger i hav crush on have bf le..y gers i like always hav bf already...haiz..

~First day of sch~

arggg..have 3 different class this sem..but it didn't seem too bad..my class seems alright til nw..shd be able to bond together in a few wk time....

2007-04-08T11:35:00.000-07:00

~BAck Bloggin~

been ages since i blog..alot of things happen during this period..things have not gone smoothly for me this holiday..and in a brink of eyes, sch going to reopen in a weeks time and start of my stress..i wanna do well for this very last 2 sem so that i will be able to get into Uni..that is my onli motivation..just hope the other external factors does not hinder my progress..

This are the few thing that happen de last few wks:

~Stock take~

the last mon was the stock take for our department..hmm, reach carrefour ard 7 plus after touring chinatown airline agency hoping to get ticket to bangkok..but too bad, no available tickets left so we wait till the end of the mth before we get ticket to bangkok in may..they were planning to go thai during my schools days..argg..hope they able to buy the ticket duiring wkend ba..and "thanks" to ah bee, i almost quarrel with andrew becoz of 1 stupid idea from her..asking me to bluff andrew that we bought a ticket to hainan instead of thai coz andrew mom dun allow him to go there due to bombing in thai..lucky manage to clear thing up with him..he show attitude to ah bee they all and i guess they deserve it..all pushing blame to mi when things gets wrong..haiz..guess human nature ba...

upon reaching ps, we went to hav our dinner at the food court with andy and james..that stupid james ewear the same shirt as mi...argg...we catch up a little bit and off to work..work till ard 7am in the morning and off went hm..

~James r/s~

guess he and his gf getting more n more unstable already..his gf keep asking him for break..can say 1 mth at least got once she will ask for break...but guess that james first love so he cant let it go..although mi and andrew did giv him some advice but to no avail coz he stick to his own way..he ask us to company him watch movie "shooter" and after tat, we went to eat supper at bugis and walk to clarke quay there ,sitting by the riverside to chat...did chat abt alot of things...actually is to divert him from thinking abt her gf coz he wasn't able to slp or concentrate on the things he do the whole day..just hope everything turn out well for him as time goes..=)

~sch sch gathering~

meet up with hui ru,alvin and andrew de last wed..catch up with wad we r doing and hw's everything coz it have been ages since we met alvin and hui ru..hui ru nw nw work in ocbc bank and alvin still working in his "sales exceutive " post in giordano..haha..we still as noisy..haha..nothing much changed....we head down to pool junction to play pool and went hm after tat..

~heartbreak~

found out that "she" have bf thru frenster already..was bored so scan ard frenster and found out that she hav bf ..was sad..but no use..she cant c it..this waiting turn out to be fruitless..a dumb mi..was even to get her a bouquet of roses but throw away on that day itself..onli found out at nite that she hav bf already... completely given up~~~~~

this few wk manage to stay free of alcohol...did went to swim and get some tan..hope can slim down real soon...=)*taken some pic of my dog "russel"..i guess i got send her b4 but hmm forget it..

2007-03-18T11:42:00.000-07:00

~Ah peh's birthday~

hmm..ystd went to celebrate ah peh's birthday at freezze..did drink quite abit..was quite high le...hmm...i think i did something without me knowing until ah yan told mi..arggg...shit..shd not hav drink until like tat....haha...i did slap andrew as thats wad they say..i completely lost my sense le..when i manage to reach hm, get scolded by my mom...haha...

these few thing is wad i wan to do from nw till sch reopen which is on 16 april...

1.slim down
2.tan.
3.NO consume of alcohol

2007-03-12T08:49:00.000-07:00

~Irene's birthday~

yup..ystd was irene's birthday.. went to her bday party after work which is ard 10 plus with james..ystd i sold 2 $168 air cooler in quick succession..haha....it been so long i hav sell air cooler coz the weather during the past few mth affect my sales..haha..and i sold the most expensive wan....and after irene go hm to change her clothes..i sell another remote control fan and a normal standing fan..haha...and dave aso help mi sell another 2 more air cooler..the sales not bad..hit $700...haha..it have been so long since i sold so much..haha...

hmm..by the time james and mi reach there, my head was already spinning already..and my sore throat like getting worse..luckily i bought some herbal tea and few chinese medicine to hold on first, if not sure cannot go for her bday de..meet annie,yan and andrew at the coffeeshop when working towards "freeze"..i pass annie the $ le den went in to find bee they all..was lying on the sofa to close my eyes awhile..but marine, violet and ah bee all wan mi to drink with them.argg...none belief mi tat i was reali sick..i guess i "cry_wolf" too often already...haha...did drink with them until i was abit high...worst of all, andrew was onli de drunkard of the nite...even irene,the birthday ger aso not drunk..he drink with lawrence le den go approach marine again...courting his own death..haha...argg..i still need to send him hm...who ask mi to stay so near him....wahaha..but god thanks i hav some gd pic of him when he drunk...wahahha..can threaten him already...annie aso take video and pic of him....haha...i guess he would not dare to try anything funny this few days....haha...mi and jims carry him hm..he even go toilet aso cannot stand properly let say he can walk...haha...first time c him drunk until like tat...lucky his bro is still awake when we send him to his rm..if not sure wake his mom up and tat means trouble for him..ahha...

reach hm ard 3+ and was not able to fall asleep...my mind was thinking this and tat..haiz..all those crap...was awake until 6 plus by watching DVD and went to slp after tat...not a peaceful slp though..wake up a few times..i guess tat was i courted..unnecessary wait.............

2007-03-10T09:39:00.000-08:00

~sick~

was feeling veri terrible.. running nose, fever, gliddiness..all at one go...hw long can my body able to hold it..was sneezing all the way from my hse to work...non-stopping sneezing...argg...muz be tat jing jie pass it to mi wan..thurs told him not to come work when sick but he still comes..in de end, thought everything would be just fine but in the end, i got the illness from him..took 2 panadol and shd be going to bed soon..tml still muz wake up early to go IT fair and aso to irene's birthday at nitez...

just found out something that i dread to find out..i wish i nv saw it but it did..guess it to be my imcompetent and cowardness.. a meaningless wait...........................................................

2007-03-06T10:51:00.001-08:00

~Finally~

yup.."she" finally reply to me via msn already although is an offline msg..but to mi, it reali put a smile on my face at least...glad to hear that she is fine...i reali hope to be by her side when she's down..at least a shoulder for her to lean on when she needed it..although it is impossible, it at least some thing i can do for her..

hmm..may go thailand nxt wk once we settle the accomodation all that...i did dream tat "she" come along with mi to thailand but dream and real life are difference apart..so just hope she doing fine here..forget the unhappiness and carry on with life..there's sure things will turn right for you.. take care=)

2007-03-03T11:24:00.000-08:00

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12th day [ Stay at hm]

hmm..went to work in the evening..so when during our dinner break time,i suggest to watch movie after our work..i wanted to watch "just follow law" so james agreed to join mi after work..so he report to his gerfrenz, and out of sudden, his gf suggest to break up with him..hmm...mi and jing jie was stunned lorz..coz out of sudden he say his gf wan to break with him with no reason..den his eyes was brimming with tears..normally i would just disturb him but at that point, reali pity him..his face was so red..jing jie n mi just comfort him and suggest he go his gf hse talk to her and so he did..luckily, he manage to patch back with his gf if not i feel veri bad coz i am the one who ask him to watch movie..but from wad i tink, the ger already wanted to break off with him already and was using this opportunity to do so..and i become the scrapgoat..argg...his gf decided to patch back with him becoz he cried..lame excuse!!!but mi n jj nv tell him how we feel coz was like a big guy like him dropping tears reali soften our heart already..

13th day

went to ladybrith after work with andrew to meet ah bee they all..violet,marine,ah peh all was there...we finish our left over vodka we had other day and order 2 more chivas..argg..all was aimming mi, and luckily i manage to squeeze thru if not i confirm drunk..tat violet wan mi to drunk sia..pour the chivas almost to full level.. and was on the rock without any mixer...argg..marine aso hav a hand to it lorz..lucky they switch target if not i sure drunk already..haha..,\i manage to win a bottle of chivas from the counter ger i say that day..she lost 5-10 with mi and the stake is a bottle of chivas...wshhhh...lucky mi...i play pool with they all and ah peh was veri gd at it..like those 1 kill type..play with him, i just hit in 2 ball..after tat,we went to chinatown to eat porridge and go hm after tat..

14th day [work]

whole day just work work and work..after work went to my grandma hse to watch soccer..[liverpool vs man utd]..man utd won courtesy to oshea goal..haha...12 pt away..1 hand on the title..=)

~memories~

haiz..on thurs actually wanted to send "her" a sms to wish her gd luck for her a's level result release on fri..was aso tinking to mail her a gd luck cards but i already lost "her" address..putting the card to "her" letter box ,was scared that she dun like it or piss off..i reali dunno wad to do other den send "her" a sms..but she nv reply..like today, i msn "her" and sms "her"..same outcome...reali hope to noe like hw is she been nowadays..hw she fare in her A's..and so on,so on..so many thing to tell her, ask her but no courage to talk to her..i feel like a damn coward..i guess she hav lots of fren to turn to let alone my turn..i reali miss those time where i giv her morning call in the morning to wake her up and so on...nw is like lost contact..all we sms was happy cny, so on..haiz..i reali ~miss her~..

2007-03-01T08:56:00.000-08:00

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7th day [Yu shen]

hmm..i stay at hm till ard 7 plus and went to my grandma hse to watch soccer..[fulham vs man utd]..truth, it is a poor match..but nvm..i still support my fav team..9 pt adrift from chelsea..haha..i den went down to city hall mrt station to meet annie they all..they plan to go ah bee's hse to give ah yan n her s surprise coz they didn't noe we going there..we bought "yu shen" go there so that we can "lao" together..haha..we reach there ard 11 plus to 12 le..lucky we make it in time if not they so call de auspicious timing pass le i sure get blamed de..haha..coz i was late when meeting them at city hall mrt station..haha...hmm..after we "lao yu shen" le , we den went to yishun safra to play bowling..haha..i beat my own record..150 pt..wahaha..=)

8th day [baI NIan]

went out with xing yun, and couple[gq n cel] to go each other hse to bai nian...wake up ard 9 plus..coz first stop is gq hse which is at pasir ris...argg...de furthest...reach there at 11 but they 3 were late..that gq was late even his hse was so near!!!!! argg..it was like the distance from my hse to tiong bahru...hmm..first time go gq hse which his block was quite remote..something like teck's hse..was right inside...had our lunch at his hse..his mother "bah kut teh" was nice..but too bad nv tasted the prawn..coz i dun wan to dirty my hand..ahha..couple combine to finish the whole plate of prawns..den tat xy kana stunt by gq sia...haha..retribution!!..haha..den nxt stop was my hse..haha..when walking by the void deck..tat xy suddenly shout and gq n mi turn back thinking was has happen..haha..she shouted..[pa pa - scare scare] in chinese..wahha..like kid sia...wahhaha..cant stop laughing...after hanging ard at my hse while was playing with my dog...we head to xy hse...haha..lucky i rmb to bring orange if not kana stunt again...lolx..den last stop we went to cel hse..cel mother fried chicken drumlet for us to eat if not my stomach reali going to start making noise already..was veri veri hungry..haha...after finish bai nian, we went to orchard to hav our dinner at cineleisure and each went hm after tat..

i went to ah bee's hse to pray after separating with pn they all... annie, sh n andrew they all go first so we meet all at bee's hse..violet got come aso..haha..she make us play card with her and sad to say i lost $27..argg...raeli dun wana bet nxt time...haha...annie was drunk and violet was high when they both having Chivas on the rock..haha..i still hav the videoo..wahhahah..depend on hw they treat mi if not the video will publish on the blog..haha..=)

9th day [Working]

went back to work...haha...hav my dinner with annie at ajisen..veri long nv eat ajisen already coz my boss veri long nv find mi already so no treat from him..haha..head hm after work..

10th day [Ladybrith]

skip work that day...was feeling damn tired..went to bowl at yishun safra that day..after finish bowling, we head down to ''ladybrith" to meet violet they all..this is the pub tat time i went with desmond, jj ,chin hoe and kenny L to play pool that place..was a nice place to relax..free pool aso...we order a bottle of jim beam..jim bean is reali the liquor tat make mi wan to vomit..it taste like yucks~but did manage to noe a waitress there..ask mi to drink the jim beam down, lucky i rejected coz it was like containing half the glass was the jim beam...but i aso got a nick name from her.. she call mi "fraggot".arrgg..coz i nv drink the glass of liquor she pour...

11 day [ladybrith]

went spans that day... it was a novena where last time andrew was still a policeman that he went before...he got the spans member card so that we can enjoy discount there...had our dinner at the cafe there and went to bowl again...haa..mi,irene, andrew team up to win 2 games from yan,sh,annie....haha..lucky got win if not dunno spend hw much $ le..coz at the beginning, we 3 was losing drink $ and tibit $ to them..hhaa...lucky manage to win back..we den take cab down to "ladybrith" again..we order 2 bottle of vodka with cranberry as mixer..all was like wan me to drunk..keep pouring liqour to my glass..luck wasn't on my side..we play poker with mi as banker and we bet onn the glass of vodka on that table..arg..irene and bee each get blackjet so i hav to drink 2 cup each from them and before them, tat annie and sh keep making mi drink duno hw many cup already..den came the waitress...haha..she was keeping an eyes on mi to c if i drunk already anot...we did drink another 2 glass of vodka and i admit i was feeling quite high already..i took a cab hm and rush to bed after tat..

2007-02-24T12:24:00.000-08:00

Dragonfly - St james powerstation]

haha..finally update my blog le..this few day been busy..have been hanging out till morning...by the time i reach hm, i already dead tired already.. and the time i wake up, got to leave the hse again....hav not been at hm for more then 8 hrs..haha..even my mother aso hav not seen mi for long..have been drinking alot lately and just eat 1 meal per day..argg..gonna fall sick soon..

//1st day of new yr [97's]

went to my grandma and aunt hse le..evening i went to lina khoo hse to bai nian..argg.lost $34 tat day...lose back wad i win the day before..hang at lina's hse till ard 1 plus and we head down to orchard plaza with pei yu and jolin together with mi,bee and siow hong..we went to an club named "97"..onli at the age of 23 but due to some connection between pei yu and the bouncer..mi n siow hong manage to squeeze thru..argg..they check my IC even i am older the sh..insider was alot like those 97's type of club...disco light , smoke , hostess...argg....completely different from zouk and mos those club..not able to blend with it..haha...everyone inside was all 23 and above except mi n sh..veri pai seh..aha...den the gers there was veri havoc de..they can do dirty dance with u even they dun even noe..lucky there was a screen there playing soccer match if not i sure bored to death...open a bottle of chivas..cost $200 plus..argg..damn expensive...go zouk beta..dun even need to spend a cent..haha..provided violet was there la..haha..went hm ard 5 plus in the morning tat day...=)

//2nd day [aunty mandy's hse]

went to aunty mandy's hse ard 3 plus..haha...take quite alot of ang bao tat day...wahhaha....and aso win some $$ when playing card with them...

//3rd day [mom's god father and mother]

went to mom's god father hse at toa payoh..1 yr onli c them once onli and they nv seem to change..haha..they still look so young and loving..they reali r those couple that lead a simple life..like everything is so simple..no branded, no luxury type of living...i reali envy them and i hope to find a wife just like tat..

//4th day [ah bee's hse]

went to ah bee hse ard 6 plus..haha..both mi and andrew actually wan to meet 4 de but in the end, both of us overslept..lolx..reach there almost 630 already with an empty stomach..eat our dinner le den go up..everyone already reach le..haha..play some poker with them and marine was the banker..argg..that marine keep ask mi those mushy ques...make mi so pai seh...argg...my face turn red sia...but she reali doesn't look like her age la..haha..veri cute sia..sad to say, i lost $100 there..haiz..pei yu and jolin aso got go there...actually got go clubbing with pei yu they all de but pei yu sis like not veri happy with her as she onli reach hm at 9 on that day.. and she is onli 18 yr old onli...den we ask her to go back with her sis lor , dun wanna them to quarrel over this thing ma...stay there till 8 plus in the morning..den head downstair to have our breakfast and off we went hm..tat day drank quite alot of chivas already and was feel abit drunk..haha..tat ah yan la..keep saying mi...make mi drink so much..

//5th day [dragon fly]

we meet at vivocity ard 7 plus to 8..have our dinner at crystal jade restaurant...argg..spend $36 on dinner alone and lucky we onli eat dinner onli if not lunch duno need to spend hw much le..we watch "Ghost rider" tat day..was an awesome show..veri nice...worth the $ spend watching..i damn like nicholas cage show..so cool and he have an veri fit bodyline...we den go down to st james power station to meet with marine they all...haha..actually mi,andrew and sh cannot go in de but marine say she pretty so we can sneak in..haha...dragonfly need guys above 23 yrs old to go in..maybe the spending power are higher inside ba..we open 6 bottle of chivas..haha..mi and andrew was half way drunk already...that marine's husband keep making us drink every cup of chivas.. and was all on the rock lehz..argg.my stomach was burning..the environment was better den 97 by a lot..haha..ah yan was drunk man...she slp in the toilet and make all of us look for her...we thought she gone missing and her handbag alone inside contain $2k plus...we all was veri panic sia..but thanks to marine and violet..manage to find her slping in 1 of the cubicle..haha...marine and violet play 5-10 sia.. and i make a wrong choice in choosing marine...haha..she lost all and i hav to drink every cup... lewis was a veri gd drinker sia..haha..he seem abit drunk and wanted to bring 3 of us to geylang..hha...lucky we nv go..marine call ah bee to warn her lucky nothing happen to we 3 after ah bee gone hm with violet and her husband..

//6th day [kath's hse]

went to kath hse today..haha.. lost ard $70...argg...keep losing...cannot bet le if not i will lose all my ang bao $..hhaa...almost all lose sia..that ah yan win again lorz..haha..den sh need to rush to his cousin hse to play mahjiong ma so leave early and here i am at hm finally updating my blog..haha..=)//

*the picture on top was taking at dragonfly when everyone was still sober...wahhahaha....>.<

2007-02-11T07:53:00.000-08:00

the day where mi n siow hong went to bla bla blacksheep..haha..there's mi ,"ah lian=zhao qun", siow hong and guo yuan..=)

2007-02-08T08:06:00.000-08:00

~Late nitez outing~
been hanging real late with ah bee they all..haha..everytime reach hm sure get scolded by my mum..but she getting use to it already..lolx..this wk, we already gone out 3 time and tats till wed onli..haha..my toyomi pay are drying up..i need to save $$ or else i sure go back to the time where my meal aso been affected..i dun wish to go back to last time..

/monday

we went to shin bar to drink..lina treat us got there..haha..ah bee and annie was dead drunk..lucky for mi, i reached late so didn't really drink much or else i think i'm in the same state as them...lol..annie even cant open her door herself.. need me to help her open..mon afternoon, mi,jing jie and desmond meet up to buy new yr clothes..we meet up at orhard mrt station den shop ard that area..jing jie was the first to buy his clothes..he bought an adidas polo tee for $99 at the mall oppo far east...i find it ex, i would rather buy RL polo tee..haha..we head to our next destination which is at vivocity...desmond bought a shoe and a shirt at domanchi & spade respectively..vivo is not as big as we think coz there's limited shop that can be found at orchard too...our last destination was mustafa centre..haha..there de watch was damn cheap..i saw a guess watch and a seiko watch which cost $388 and $307 respectively..was thinking which one to buy..i bought a 2 nike shirt there and off i went to meet up with lina they all...

/tues

we went to kbox..annie bought a vodka and we smuggle in..haha..we order 4 mixer and it last us abt 2 hr..i was being played by them manz..they all gang up to tease mi..and our siow hong was the director...arggg...at first, that stupid siow hong was like linking me and ah yen coz we sit veri close and keep sing duet..then annie told mi that ah bee was angry coz ah yen like too close to mi..she pull mi out to tell mi to stay away from her and i did as she said..when go back to the room, ah bee was scolding ah yen already and i was desperate to stop them..when things dun go my way. i starting to feel stress already, thinking i was the cause of everything..den out of sudden, that stuupid andrew told mi it is all a prank set by them...argg...was completely fool by them..den that ah yen, i guess get too high liaoz, kiss my on my cheek..argg..was damn blush lorz..i will get my revenge wan..haha..after we went to eat our breakfast and we went hm after tat..

/wed

we went mustafa again ystd..haha..i very keen to buy de seiko watch.ah yen say that $307 was nice but i still need some time to consider cause ex lehz..i muz work almost 1 wk to earn that kind of $$$..shop ard until 8 plus we den went to orchard to eat buffet...on the way, i bought a luciano belt..the buffet there, the environment was veri gd..de service was even better..but too bad nxt sat was their last day as they say they could not afford the financial status to sustain the business..sure will visit there by nxt sat..=)

2007-02-01T20:39:00.000-08:00

~St james power station & zouk~

yup..went to st james power station on tues with the usual carrefourian without siow hong..he was busy with his project..haha..poor him..cannot join us cause it was the first time i went to St james.. it is divided into 7 section and too bad, we went onli to 4 section.. the rest we are underage...arggg...23 yrs old!!!the onli 2 guys there was mi n andrew and we both are underage...cannot enter "dragonfly"..lolx..when i reach 23 i sure go in c wan..ah yan they all enter le and say there got alot of pervertic ah pek...and aso sexy babes..wahaha..i try the lychee martini and lime vodka...they say onli gers drink lychee martini and i look so gay when drinking tat..haha..nxt time i dun try it already..haha..the waitress was hooking up on andrew man..but too bad, andrew was too 'pure' for tat..lol..

after st james, ah bee sister tell us to go zouk there..after drinking a bottle of red wine and we go to zouk..ah bee sis open a bottle of chivas and a black label..argg..at first didn't wan to drink but no choice, coz they all keep forcing mi..dun allowed mi to order soft drink...haha..we at zouk was treated like VIP..haha..we hav our drink at the velet..by the end, all of us already almost drunk already...haha..all was walking crooked along the path way..haha...

~vivocity~

wed went to vivo to get our new yr shirt...i bought a braun buffel wallet-$109, and a domanci-$59.. argg...buying things that are more n more expensive...i saw a shirt at armani Xchange...was thinking whether wan to buy anot..ah yan bought a same brand as mi..she bought a coin purse..after that we went to play bowling till 3 plus and i skip sch the next day coz was veri veri tired..haha..lucky nv come.. coz ystd almost all my classmate pon sch..haha...=)

2007-01-29T07:33:00.000-08:00

~Falling apart~

i guess my relationship with my classmate in sch are falling apart..sometime they dunno when to stop..was trying to spice up de atmostphere yet being said by them...reali dunno wad to say... Sarcastic comment were made yet i just keep quiet...i think i shd juz keep my mouth shut and act dumb all the way..maybe ppl juz think they are always right..the more action and words they say juz make mi detest them more n more..when one day i reali cant take it, juz spill out all things with not giving face to them which i always do..maybe as time passes when u r more close to them,u r being step over to ur head as they take u for granted..u were being nice to them yet they wun appreciate it and let say we noe each other for quite awhile...i jus hate sch life!!!

i saw yu yuan and shanon at ps there..they having road show there..so we catch up quite a while..i think shd be seeing them ard for awhile coz usually this road show would end ard 1 mth time..haha..guess to take back my christmas gift and overseas import which they promise..haha....

i juz begin to feel more n more close with the carrefourian..they help mi solve my problem in work,sch and love life..and 1 thing, they are helping with their true heart and not saying things tat hurt you..reali can confess ur problem to them...haiz..getting real demoralise these day...dunno y..guess need to prove some result for the ppl to c..

such a failure in life....SCH, LOVE, WORK..haiz..nothing seem to gone the right way for me..

2007-01-27T07:06:00.000-08:00

~Mom's birthday~

ystd was mon's birthday..i take off from auntie kath so that i can bring her out together with grandma and sis to eat..actually thought of buying something for her but in de end still end up giving her red packet..haha....thanks farizah they all for giving me suggestion..cause i think giving her red packet can get her de things she wan..we went to queensway to hav our dinner...after dinner, thought of getting a belt and a jeans but in de end didn't get any cause none suit mi...we went hm after tat to hav the cake bought by my sis..

thought of getting a braun buffel wallet and RL polo tee..i think nxt wed i take pay den go buy ba..haha..wanted to buy lots of things man..i think neeed to get a shirt,pant and a leather shoe from "everbest" so that i can kick start my new job with 'TEFAL'..going interview nxt wed, hope will able to sort out my pay den i can start work once holiday..

james hav gerfren le..haha..saw her when he brought her to carrefour after work...haha..glad to c him so happy..he seem to change alot..tats y he was behaving kinda of wierd this days..not his usual self..orh...the power of love..whahahha...

haiz...nw ps carrefour like so sucks..especially with raymond working there...his sarcastism hor reali cannot stand it...but would be fine after he gone to suntec..i prefer working with annie rather den with him...

14th valentine apprpoaching yet it is another lonely day to pass by..sure c lots of couples but too bad i not one of them...everyone ard me seem to be attach and here i am..alone again..cant let go something not meant for mi...was feeling hw nice it would be if i could spend this day alone with her...

"Never Let You Go"

I had to go, but I want you to know
Someday I'll be back for you
Please don't be scared, 'cause if you need me
I'll be there
I'll hold you near and I will wipe away your tears
I'll wipe away your fears
I'll wrap you in my arms
I'll keep you safe from harm
I'm waiting too
When the time is right then
I'll be back for you
You've waited patiently, and you still believe in me
I'll be back for you and I won't ever let you go
I'll never let you go
It means so much for me to know
You love me too
That is all I ever want to hear from you
So please don't be scared
If you need me
I'll be there
I'll hold you close
I'll keep you near
You'll never cry another tear
I'll hold your hand and you'll hold mine
I'll always be right by your side
And I will never let you go
That's one thing I want you to know
I'll always be by your side
~I love you~

2007-01-20T09:32:00.000-08:00

these are the fews photo that we have taken on 6 jan...zouk outing with the carrefourian....=)

Ah bee, Yan, Siow hong, andrew, annie and me!!!=D

2007-01-18T08:12:00.000-08:00

~FrEeZe~

yupx..went out with yan,bee,sh,andrew,marine,irene,annie ystd..haha..we nv go "ting hai" le.. instead we go freeze pub which is own by marine..marine hor damn funny and lame de lorz..ppl at her age r more mature but instead she is rightly in annie,yan they all de category lehz..haha..she veri veri lame.

firstly they all come find mi at ps den wait for mi to release work den we head down to tanjong pagar there..actually we took mrt to tanjong pagar can le but instead we took bus and the distance between the station and busstop was just a small distance apart..took longer route to reach our destination...haha...den they order 3 chivas lorz...argg..and sadly i drank quite alot ystd and was 80% drunk..argg..keep losing my 5-10 to them..i will brush up and challenge u again de, marine! so u beta becareful..haha..luckily i still able to go hm by myself..haha..

and today wake up at 6..completely no mood to study nor work..was feeling damn tired...today i work at suntec..the environment okay ba..most ppl i already noe de like lawrence and vincent they all so ppl wise, no problem..only the management..after work meet up with sh they all again..company him buy clothes and off we went to eat..and we chat abt going tour on march..maybe to rendang or thailand..we shall c....i getting real tired le..get to slp nw..nitez!!!=)

2007-01-12T06:37:00.000-08:00

~Pon sch~[PN0204]

yupx.. today pon sch with the same gang lor [xy,jk,ms]..haha..we leave hse le den decide to pon the sch and in de end we meet each other at WOODLAND mrt station..haha..was already thinking whether not to go sch coz it was raining heavily and my laptop was down..argg...we sat in the mac to wait for jk to join us and we went to funan to get my laptop fixed..unexpectedly, the counter staff was able to on my laptop with just 1 try and the nite before i press dunno hw many time to get it going and it wasn't even get started..argg..i send my laptop to repair my usb port and for the whole maintainance..

during work, chat with andy they all..haha..andy was damn funny lorz..keep saying crap and lame joke..\he may seem those 'take it easy' type but in fact he is very caring and kind guy..he care about his wife alot and i reali mean it..those 24hr husband ba..alot of thing does make sense and i bear that in mind..=)

getting rather pissed off by my pay already...damn it..waited for 1 whole wk and keep draggin...i reali feel like changing job already...getting pushed ard like a fool...

2007-01-10T18:35:00.000-08:00

~carrefourian~

this few days hav been going out with annie they all..haha..always de 6 of us.. i going to broke soon le..this mth use alot and i reali mean alot..haha..but reali was fun going out with them..ystd we went to esplanade to sit down chit chatting and we called it "ting hai"..wahaha..we walk a long way to get beer and some tibit at the 711..haha..

haiz..i'm broke already... last mth reali use alot of $$ and noe need to chew on bread for the nxt few day awaiting for my PAY!!!argg...damn..wait for the pay for 1 wk le still haven come..even my philip pay was aso delay...hw to survive manz..

hmm... i miss that time where we go for miss liu wedding at the church at kovan... was veri romantic and class.. their belief in jesus reali are strong and miss liu husband-to-be aso known each other thru church..i tink i converting to christian already.. i find it more bonding among the christian...

2007-01-06T13:13:00.000-08:00

~Zouk~

juz reached hm not long ago..juz finish my shower and here blogging..today after work went to zouk together with ah bee, yan, annie, andrew and siow hong..hmm..first time to zouk and there are filled with babes and hunks... and there lots of them..envy those hunks man..reali r charming..if i were gers would surely fall for them....haha...to correct this, i am not brokeback mountain..lol...haha..lucky for mi..juz was i am entering.... the pageant thing starting to annouce the winner.. too bad i was not watching the whole event as i reach ard 10+..haiz..but i manage to heard "her" name was called..was veri glad she won..hmm...she was the 1st runner up to the interjc thing...congratulation to "her"..i felt she shd hav won the event...but nvm..i tink most ppl in their hrt hav her as champion already so no need for the awards...company sh to smoke outside and i saw "her'...she was chatting with her frenz so i dun dare to approach "her"..told myself to forget "her" but i tink i still cant do it..once i saw her.. memories juz engulf my mind...i tink juz could not forget her and i keep it as long as i live ba...i shd show more gentlemen to congratulate "her" but i juz cant pick up my courage.....haiz...when i saw de one i love, my guts juz disappear...did manage to congratulate "her" when companying annie outside..was veri glad i did so...i saw spmeone giving her flowers and was glad she got so many ppl tat suppport and admire her...i guess i juz 1 of those that c "her" from far that was sound and safe can le...

ah bee sis who was the lady boss of zouk was here..she open 1 bottle of chivas and all of us were drunk...haha...de stupid 5-10 game almost make mi finish half de bottle..was feel damn high..dance in the dance floorz and almost fall when climbing up de stairs..haha...saw nelson and he was a gd dancer..got 1 ger approach mi but i tink i too shy so i juz walk away..ahh...i to0o shy laioz la...shit..after zouk we went to eat prata n we saw "her" again..she was with her fren..hmm...wanting to send her hm but glad to noe she was fine at hm already...

gettting use to clubbing life already..oh no....bad news...nxt wk got ppl ask mi go mos...my mind was thinking whether to go anot...arggggg.....=)

2007-01-02T21:35:00.000-08:00

Welcome 2007!!

since ages tat i hav blogged..hmm..kinda busy for de whole mth as i hav been working 2 jobs..kinda tiring but for sake of $, hav to endure it thru..tml sch starts, haiz.. kind of boring..5 wk of studies can reali kills u..hav to face those sarcastic facilitator again..hav to worry for my daily grade and UT again... sch juz sux manz...just hav to endure this 5 2k and we hav 9 wk holiday and tats wad i anticipating..just by thinking that you hav to wake up 6 in the morning, u already lost half de mood already..i guess my classmate all sure in holiday mood, onli those who normally veri hardworking type would do their work..haha..these few day hang out with the carrefour gang..hhaa...arggg.i'm broke..they all everytime spend lots of $ on food , drink and leisure....need to save $$ liaoz...ystd still went kbox with them..wahaha...the sight of chivas reali make mi wanna puke liaoz..hmm..going to zouk this sat..hope would enjoy much as i wish to be...=)

=christmas=
went to ah bee hse to celebrate my christmas..hmm..gift exchanging and wine n liquor games were played..hhaha...drank quite abit tat day but lucky i control so nv get drunk..haha...we played poker for the whole nite...james almost lost 200 but lucky for him, manage t0 recoup back some..wahhaha....

=countdown=
hmm..went to zouk disco at expo on that day..annie, yy,sh,andrew,bee,yan mi join in the countdown of 2007..the stage were big and lots of crowds..hmm..can c many chio bu there..hhaa...some reali can dance veri well..i didn't reali expect annie to dance so well manz...hhaa..she look a professional
clubber...wahhahah....at first i didn't wan to dance wan but annie la..drag mi to the dance floor...haha..drink 2 teq shot and vodka...hmm..the taste shucks manz,...lol...=)

2006-12-19T12:18:00.000-08:00

~Lonely christmas~

today went to vivo to buy shirt..hmm..bought a blazer..a white wan for ebase..it cost $89...arggg...but it was nice..that siow hong la..nv giv mi the voucher earlier if not can get cheaper..andrew bought formal shirt and pant for clubbing..haha..he bluff siow hong that got 30% off from G2000 but in the end..onli valid for 1 item..haha..looking at their face reali can laugh..they 2 was conned by kah kit..he was the one who tell mi that it can be used for all item bought...wahahha..lucky me..none suit mi so i nv buy..i like 1 shirt from "DOMANCHI"..was nice but cost $109..argg..and it is a white one aso..

after we went to ps to find ah bee they all..pass agnus the $$ for annie bday on thurs..was going to "FREEZE" a pub on thurs to celebrate her bday...hmm..we are getting her a K800i for her...was thinking whether wan to go gladys there on sat..it is held at BBBC..actually plan to go MOS on christmas eve wan but i guess they decided to hold the party at ah bee hse...we postpone the clubbing date to new yr eve...i think we going st james station..haha..i think tat was a nice place to hang ard..but i noob la..haha...need someone experience to hang out with mi if not i sure embarrass myself...duno hw to dance onli at there drink...might as well go coffee shop..

i think going to shop for the christmas present soon for the exchange..if not no time to buy liaoz..sunday need to exchange with them laioz...i think i buying the choc fondue..haha..=)

haiz..christmas approaching yet i feel so empty..all those program i plan much earlier are dashed..i think i make the right choice ba but haiz..guess hav to spend it without a companion again this yr..i think the yr after yr will still be de same ba..hate to c couple being so loving together..or let say jealous..maybe i didn't have 1 to spend the time with mi so i may feel this way..i hate to c anticipate those festival coming like christmas,new yr, valentine day all tat...coz this date are mostly for couple..and i envy those that can spend those time together..hw nice it was to have someone by ur side when watching movie or strolling in the park..doesn't have those feeling for a long time..=( guess have to endure until i find someone that reali touched my hrt..

2006-12-11T22:23:00.000-08:00

~One Love~

One love - for the mother's pride
One love- for the times we cried
One love - gotta stay alive,I will survive
One love - for the city streets
One love- for the hip-hop beats
One love, Oh I do believe

One love is all we need!

2006-12-11T09:50:00.000-08:00

~last journey~

ystd didn't reali slp coz morning have to wake up veri early as to reach my grandma wake there at 6...was damn tired..but worth it as it is the last thing i could do for my grandma. the ritual start ard 8 till 9 den we went to bright hill temple to cremated my grandma body..went to collect the ashes n bones at 12..and it all ended... hmm...i could onli c her last look and i missed her alot...haiz..

thanx everyone who hav showed mi concern throughout this few days..i reali appreciate those who try to cheer mi up..i feel alot better nw..the one i need the most support from were not there for mi..maybe she doesn't noe a thing ba...hmm..nvm...reali see things on the bright side already...i guess everyone hav to treasure what u have wad u still can, dun regret until when things is gone..life is so fraGILe...

my life juz getting more n more plain each day...haiz...=(

2006-12-07T08:16:00.000-08:00

~Grandma-rest in peace~ *love u*

haiz..my grandma pass away today when i was working.. i was working by then when my mom called say grandma have pass away already..was shocked when i heard that.. i rmb when i visit her on sunday..she was still so active n lively..was even playing cards with my cousin and aunty..hw do i noe it was the last time i saw her..was sad...she dote on mi alot..wad i wan she will buy from mi when young...and was even giving mi $$ when i visit her...i rush down by cab when i came upon the news..haiz..i reach there onli can c her lying on her bed...she looked veri pale..i feeling like crying but can cry out..dunno y..i noe i love her but tears juz wun come out...went with my cousin to get the death cert for her...was feeling damn low manz...she juz gone like tat...my aunt say she like giving back thing to her,like she noe she going to die..does a person anticipate his/hers death??i duno..but i reali miss her nw..it seems like everyone close to me is leaving mi..first my father , nw my ah ma...i scare to c another loved one leave mi..i am veri scared..if can i hope to leave this world faster then them rather den seeing them leave before mi..i hate that feeling...haiz...may god bless her have a smooth journey...

TO MY BELOVED GRANDMA!!! I LOVE U AND I REALI MEAN IT...TAKE CARE...

2006-12-04T06:41:00.000-08:00

~Stress~

haiz..tml holiday le but i nw having stress all over my head..probably because of the UT result i get..haiz..unexpectedly i get my first F..f= failed.. i reali tink i noe hw to do and i apply the stupid code correctly but still end up fail and worse still an F.. my first UT F in RP..veri demoralising..haiz.. hw can a D+, E, n F pass my module..haiz...retain 1 yr in sec sch not enough, rp aso giv mi 1 yr..shit manz..i noe it is not over.. still got the last ut.. but i doubt i can achieve an A or B in tat JAVA programming..haiz..worse still..my web aso de same..hope de 3rd ut can pass..hopefully an B den i can cover for my lost gpa..my A's like long lost liaoz..for a my yr 2 module.. 1 A aso dun hav..best onli achieve an B..haiz..nw feeling damn xianz..

was thinking whether wan to go thailand with my boss n andrew anot..i think flying off this sun if no delay..nv reali went abroad b4..but aso miss s'pore...haiz..so many factor to consider..i guess reali need to take a break..i need fresh air in my mind..was thinking abt things that others wun understand..i tink i juz putting unneccessary pressure to myself..i think mi n "her" was a completely different character.. 2 different world of ppl...JC-Retainee...wad i like is completely different from her perspective..i thinking if i never noe "her", hw would my life have been??but i dun regret noeing her coz i think it's worth it till nw..maybe as someone told mi b4..char differences..difficult to blend 1 environment to another..i dun wan to force myself anymore..keep bluffing myself juz take mi to no end.. studies.love all i acheive nothing...nw to mi love life is phobia..i scare to reali take another step forward again.. juz memories juz to be kept...~my life is full of shit~

PP,FYP,CE..all aso haven complete..haiz..wtf i am doing aso dunno...thinking if i wasn't born in this world hw gd it will be..reali sick n tired of the surrounding, ppl and EVERYTHING!!

2006-11-27T06:20:00.000-08:00

_Fake_

hmm..fall sick again..i guess probably because we play basketball during our breakout in the rain ba..hmm..my head feel gliddy...ystd aso nv slp well..i tink slp ard 3 plus ba..ystd went to kah kit hse to watch de match "Man Utd VS Chelsea"..was a nice match to watch..haha..but i guess as a Man Utd fan, the result does not reali justify Man Utd domination....hha..i tink Man Utd shd hav win by a bigger scoreline but tat's football..haha...

juz wondering wad if ppl treat u as a past time tools when u hav been treat her like precious..i juz realise i been a fool for a long time...i dunno whether i'm rite to say this but i juz feel like a tools or in simpler term, SPARE TYRE when u wan to use, u can use den when there's no need of u, u juz go back to the back of the car..sometime like lead actor n supporting actor..a supporting actor nv take the role of leading the show..juz a shadow behind every leading cast...i juz feel terrible inside mi..what hav i not done enough or i juz being make use of..sometime i tink i take thing too seriously..ppl juz neglected hw i feel..sometime i reai feel like things that are used and thrown away...my present state is like ....i duno hw to describe it out but i guess gers have every "RIGHT" to play out guys like mi..i dunno hw to retaliate..haiz...not trying to make myself so noble but i reali tink being someone who reali care ppl feeling doesn't get what he deserve back...

FEeling that is so unbearable inside mi..ppl say thing tat doesn't care hw i feel..they feel happy juz say it..HATRED overcoming my head..i juz hate my fucking damn pissed off life..i hope to reali shake off my past n present juz to hav a completely new life.my present life is like misery..a trash tat ppl use n thrown away..i guess u all wun ever noe..you are r juz thinking i am emo again..if u reali tink so why not switch role or u juz scram off my sight..

2006-11-25T07:35:00.000-08:00

~Sick~

hmm..bad weekend for mi..not able to go out because i'm having a bad headache n flu..my head was damn heavy..arg...have not eaten for the whole afternoon until 8 plus..nothing to cook...onli spaggethi.. but i tink beta dun eat that in my situation nw..was left alone at hm de whole day..damn boring...haiz....

seeing my fren who is aso sick but have gf to take care of him juz make mi envy of him..someone to show u concern when u r sick can reali help u to recover faster..esp ur loves one..haiz..getting jealous already...haha..=(

hw i wish i have one gf like his..so caring...hw nice if there's someone to take care of u when u r sick and someone who cook for u when u r hungry...even a plain porridge would taste swt...

2006-11-23T00:01:00.000-08:00

Holiday soon!

yeah!!holiday coming..i think another 2 week holiday le..haha..been waiting for it since 2 mth ago..finally it arrive..wahhaha..but tinking abt it.. it aso abit boring ba..it will still be work work work n more work.. i wan to work jeen ke work at NUH and aso the takada..haiz..i tink no time left for playing le..haiz..boring!!

hmm..ah bee birthday coming..she opening chalet on 8th dec..hmm..wanting to ask "her" to go but i tink 100% she wun go de..i tink she duno de ppl there which make it veri awkward for her ba..feel like asking "her" whether i stand a chance anot but dun hav the courage to do so..hmm..everytime c "her" online wanting to talk to "her" but scare no topic to talk abt..den like both gone silent again..haiz... wish for de best!!

2006-11-15T06:39:00.000-08:00

~Goong~

juz watched finish goong ystd..hmm.veri nice drama..veri touching aso..de part where chai jin cry when shin is being escort by the police..hmmm..top rating show!!! but the ending like not wad i expected..i expect everyone back at the palace but onli show the grandmother,shin n chai jin at other country onli..haha..i getting "My girl" drama from jk tml..argg..addicted to korean drama liaoz..die!!

sat is jim ROM..argg..need to fork out $$ for the buffet..the worst part is i haven take pay..die le..hope by tat day , manage to get my pay..jim today kanna first prize in 4d..haha..lucky him..b4 his marriage..but his face seem stress manz..

need to slim down liaoz..i tink i getting fatter n fattter each day..haiz...muz control muz diet liaoz..

lastly, i reali cannot tahan his sarcastism liaoz...i scare 1 day , my anger overwhelm my head n tat is de end of frenship..sometime things cant be kept in the hrt coz u scare u may hurt someone but in my case, i dun tink he care for wad i tink aso..so y bother..getting piss off by each of everyday of my life!!!

2006-11-13T07:50:00.000-08:00

Wedding dinner!!!

back hm after eating my mom relative wedding dinner.."CHRIS N WENDI"..hmm..veri sweet when they show the playback time when they were young till there were nw..swt moment n memory within de slide..that's 1 slide where they were in some sort of hill n the senery at de back were veri veri nice.. they aso show a slide where chris propose to her and funny shot of him being make fun of when he was going to the bride hse..haha...the bride "sister" tease him by asking 5o of his "brother" to wear underwear outside like those supermanz..haha...n aso make him drink their own make "drink"..de drink consist of wasabi,soya sauce n etc..haha..but he still drink it..guess the power of love ba..haha.. den the groom fren aso make him dance sexily infront of his wife..haha..his face was damn red lorx...he drank alot manz..with own made "drink"..wahaha..i think tats veri swt lorz..

back to the food..haha...veri long nv eat shark fin, cod fish n so on le..haha...eaten all at 1 go..wahhaha...all the ppl there like so rich sia..de way they dress n tok so class..argg..dun belong to that grp..

i need to save $$ nw manz..i wan to get married aso..haha..seeing those swt things happen tonite made mi even wan to settle down more..dunno when my "one" will befall on mi..i make sure to have a grand grand wedding to mark my another journey life..HOPING TO SETTLE DOWN!!! earn more $$$$$$$...

2006-11-12T04:26:00.000-08:00

Sigh!!!

haven been able to find time to blog this while..hmm..trying to cover my laziness..haha..haiz..die le la..fri de math paper 2 i mess it up le..haiz...no time to finish 3 ques in section A n 1 ques of sec B..haiz..got to retake nxt yr le..haiz..another 100+ gone..argg...if next yr aso cannot pass, den i cannot get my diploma cert le...god bless mi manz..reali so embarassing.. retake so many time stil cannot pass...arggg..

ystd went out with jk n xy which andrew join us later at nitez...3 of us went to marina to eat yuki yaki..haha...damn full..everytime eat buffet sure end up having to stuff the food to our stomach..haha..i thought is those can order soft shell carb de but is another version of seoul garden..haha...de ice cream veri unique lehz..make ownself de...haha...we den make our ice-cream in the de first alphabet of our name.."JKX"..wahaha..my idea lehz..hope i can be so clever when taking math.. hmm..den andrew meet us at 8 plus..late again..argg..same as jk..1 late for 1 hr n another late for 30 min..nxt time meet them shd noe wad to do le..went to play pool le den head to cine to play cs..den off we went to kbox..i think ystd veri heng sia..saw my sec fren [sweehan n li hua],pri fren [cheryl,huimin and ching ching] and my e36E classmate..haha...all in different location lehz..after sing finish, when we abt to go hm tat time, we saw ppl vomit..haha..can imagine hw i look tat time when i vomit..haha..shd ask them to keep de liqour for nxt visit ma..dun 1 shot drink finish or else end up vomiting....haha...

tml got sch..haiz..damn boring...my holidays!!!!!!!plz come faster...veri tired liaoz...argg...streSSS!!!!!my MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-09T07:09:00.000-08:00

StreSS!!!

juz back hm after meeting 1 of my frenz at jurong entertainment centre...hmm..we went to hav our dinner at the nearby shop n den went to stroll ard..she bought a bag...ex manz..$60++..haha..rich manz..arg..thinking of $$..my boss haven giv mi my pay..need to feed on bread for this wk n nxt wk..haha..

tml is math paper 2 le n i am still blogging here..die liaoz la..no hope for paper 2 manz..reali no confidence i can pass..i noe it cfm much tougher n n i mean alot tougher den paper 1 which i hav not much confidence to score in..de most i can get is a just pass..argg..wun be enough to cover for paper 2...shit manz..need to wake up early in the morning to at least rmb de formulas..juz hope for de best ba...

this whole wk i been watching goong manz..veri veri veri nice show..kinda addicted to it liaoz..everyday aso watch..haha..de main actress was veri cute manz...her action , her way of speaking n dressing..haha...can find 1 ger of her type i dun mind die earlier..wahahah...got to wake up early tml..nitez..>.<

2006-11-08T08:15:00.000-08:00

English paper...

hmm..today's paper were manageable..but i think i mess up with the report writing..i dunno the format so i just anyhw came up with the reformat...n i wasn't able to finish the report aso..argg..i spend too mux time on the composition..i tink de composition was quite easy but dunno got went out of point anot...haha...

after paper went out with jk n ms..yup.. and unexpectedly, jk was de first the reach..wahhaah...can imagine he can reach on time...but too bad..i was late....is payback time where i always wait for him when i meet him...haha...ms reach ard 1 plus..we head to ajisen to hav our breakfast+lunch+dinner...haha...was veri full...jk order de clayfish, ms on vegetarian and i eat ton toro..haha...was nice manz..veri long nv eat le..ahah...den we went to cine kbox to sing...this time round we nv drunk..so no need to scare..haha...the waiter c us aso scare...went to find alvin to take the member card..haha...i tink he reali will retain le la...1 sem only c him a few time..haiz...wasted manz...ard 6 we went to BBTC to apply for car licence..n jk was rushing to take his basic theory..haha..he PASSED manz!!wasted..hahha...so hao lian manz...call almost all his relative n fren to inform them tat he passed..haha...mi n ms will hav our basic theory test on 19 dec...haha..hope can 1 shot pass all..hehe...

After everything was done, we went to lor 1 to watch movie.."THE CONVERNENT"...veri nice show...haha...the lead actor was dashing manz..got body, got looks...argg..hw i wish i had half of him...haha...i not gay hor..dun misunderstand..haha...tml got to go sch..argg...damn tired..okay...nitez.=)

2006-11-05T19:52:00.000-08:00

Starting of 'O' level -->stressing period!!

yupx..juz back hm after the math paper 1... i tink the paper okay ba..still manage to sneak thru..gettting a pass shd be no prob ba..but i make alot of careless mistake when i was checking the paper..doesn't hav time to amend it..argg..paper 2 shd be much tougher...dunno can pass this time round anot..wake up 5 in de morning to do some revision before heading to the examination hall..was veri nervous sia..duno y lehz..i hav taken 3 time already still so nervous..shd be more calm ma..maybe this time round de pressure r more..cause i wasn't able to change course n de module chair say if i pass my o level math..i stand a high chance to get course transfer..god bless mi manz.. think abt it, reali so embarassing...take 3 time le still duno can pass anot..haiz..

this few days my gastric is acting up again..the pain is on-off..argg..sometime de pain reali r unbearable..haiz..i tink got to c de doc soon...my head sometime aso get veri gliddy..all my sickness is appearing at the most crucial peroid..shit manz..=(

2006-10-29T06:58:00.000-08:00

Life is BORED!! [Studying]

wasn't able to blog this for the past few days..lazy ba and nothing to blog abt..hmm...went studying with with a fren of mine... she aso not bad la..nv retake still company mi to study..den like she was watching mi study lidat..feel abit ps..haiz..dunno study so much got use anot...later still fail is like waste of effort.. math ar math ar..i duno when den can pass..everytime study le still fail de...argg..stress!!

went out with my boss ystd..watch soccer at the brewerkz where andrew tat time was drunk there..haha..de environment was great..all MAN UTd fans were there..haha..enjoy the match alot..man UTD thrash bolton 4-0..unexpectedly..n my favorite player score a hat trick in that match..-ROONEY- wahaha...yeah!! but too bad , lost my bet on liverpool n portsmouth..arg...andrew ate seafood pasta, i ate cod fish and my boss ate rib steak..all add to the bill of $150..ex sia..den i order stupid drink, "singapore sling"..shucks..sux manz..i thought was a nice cocktail but in the end force myself to drink finish..=(

Was thinking wan to pon those day tat doesn't have UT de nxt wk so i can stay at hm to study math..duno lehz..still thinking..i scare pon le i wake up is ard the time i release sch..haha...tml is JAVA..de stupid fac..arggg...need to wake up early..gotten slp soon....nitez!! >.<

2006-10-24T08:38:00.000-07:00

Concept of "WAter" changed!!!

haha..was dead drunk ystd sia..thanx to andrew n jk..argg..de feeling of being reali drunk reali wasn't tat gd..i thought when u drunk, u tend to forget thing temporary but it was exactly the opposite..was feeling damn xin ku manz..the feeling of vomiting...argg...shucks!!reali maake mi detest liquor le..promise myself not to drink so much nxt time..scare of chivas [water] le..haha..dun wan to be another merlion in RP..haha...die le..i think thurs will be a veri difficult time for mi to pass..haha...coz that jk took alot of video of mi when i am drunk..i think sooner or later everyone will noe i merlion de..haha..wad comes ard reali goes ard..haha..tat time laugh him merlion,ystd merlion myself..when i wake up today..my head was damn gliddy n pain sia.. i tink the alcohol hav not gone down yet..still feeling unstable..eaten 2 panadol den gone to work..den tat stupid andrew come find mi..haha..i saw some video..i was look so pathetic sia..keep vomiting..i tink the last memory before i get reali drunk was when i was a toilet vomiting..after tat everything i forgotten le..i dun even rmb i vomit on the table and the sofa n aso break a glass..tats y my hand was bleeding..pity tat aunty sia..everytime we come she sure got work to do de..which is to clean up our vomit..haha...couldn't recap anything i do sia...argg...i tink when taking a cab hm tat time, i aso vomit on the cab..but luckily de cab driver have given mi a plastic bag if not i sure vomit on his cab de..argg.was feeling so ps lorz..nxt time i dun wan drink le la...ystd was feel damn moody man..actually aso not ystd ba..i tink since sat ba..haiz.duno la..hate to tink or veri scare to tink..juz let it be wad it is nw...

nw i am looking at a bunch of math notes from shu xianz..haiz..dun even understand a thing lorz...so stress up manz..i dun even noe hw to apply lorz..living at the age of 20 still take o lvl..damn it..too bad i was born stupid..juz hope de paper will pass quickly ba..i giving up le...=(

2006-10-21T02:05:00.000-07:00

There's no fairness in this world!!!

somtimes de thing that u giv out doesn't reali will return it back to u..thats wad i realise lately..y muz i be the only 1 who suffer and the 1 who always giving in..but den the end result, it's not wad i expected..i reali sick n tired le..i tink for the past few yrs..i be living for others and not for myself..i care for hw ppl think n hw they feel but they doesn't care a wink of mi ..i would not wan to be a shadow of other ppl and i promise to step out of tat and live for myself..

living in this world for someone is worth it when she aso live for u too..but tat doesn't apply to mi..sometimes being a gd guy in the eyes of other ppl can make u reali tired...n tats when u doesn't even get close for her to care abt u..

i always change myself for someone but when does the someone ever changes herself for mi..those who care abt mi shd care for mi to wad i am nw..

I HATE THIS DAMN WORLD!!!

2006-10-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

To be able to let go means to be able to give up!!!!

i hope i be able to..LAter need to study for OS UT..hope be able to obtain gd grade to show those who despise me tat they r wrong..i will prove to them tat it only matter i wan to study anot n not i am stupid..FYP i will excel u by a lots ..juz watch out... there's no true fren in my world, onli true fren will come when u need them most and i hav not reali encounter any..juz hope my memory would slowly fade away..

apart = Mi , A part = none!!!!

LEaf departure becoz of wind pursuit or trees nv ask it to stay??

Love started with a smile grows with kiss but ended in tears....

2006-10-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

i dunno hw long i cant take in sarcastism and those remarks..sometime i juz feel like venting all my anger but i noe it wasn't de rite way..i noe i am not tat clever nor hardworking..juz feel like giving up everything..i reali detest my whole life..i doesn't seem to do anything tat much superior den the others..sports i am not de strongest, studies obviously no..since i cant excel in everything i do, wad for force myself..i am like a doom failure..studies, love life, frenz..haiz..all so mess up..i dunno hw long i can tolerate..maybe 1 day i cant take it anymore, i juz reali forsake everything..dun care abt any other things or feeling..worse still i hav to put on a brave front and act like nothing hav happen..acting like a joker..but de real mi seem to be hidden deep inside mi..i am running away from reality..i am reali afraid to face it again!!

2006-10-16T09:24:00.000-07:00

tolerance level reaches limit!!

morning quarrel with jk over a phone call coz i call him 4 times n he nv listen..when i saw him tat time , he was crossing the road with his frenz..damn piss off..he say he told ms le but in fact ms nv told mi yet he put words in my mouth say he got tell mi.."haha"..i reali hate the sch,faci,frenz and everything ard mi..everyone is like turning the tables over mi..scram off my life manz..tat ms still sarcastic say those words not meant to your ears..he say u wan to work philip den u ask kim fong urself..who de heck care abt working in philip..pay high so wad..u tink i need philip to support mi.. i think u r damn F***ing wrong..i no need and dun intend to join even if u wan mi..u say i am poor in java or in my all the other module...but y u still take resources from mi..contridicting urself..i prove u all wrong by excelling in my modules..wan to despise mi..den suit u..

kind msg to those who like to talk big infront of mi..dun tink u r beta den mi juz by judging hw well u do in tat module..plz..u r not tat strong!!

I HATE WEARING A MASK TO SCH EVERYDAY!!!I WAN TO BE MY TRUE SELF..WHY I THIS WORLD DOESN'T SEEM TO HAVE ANYONE WHO NOES MI???

2006-10-15T00:17:00.000-07:00

sunday = no family day!!

xianz..i wake up everyone in de hse gone le..haiz..veri dead sia..anyway dunno wan to cut my hair anot n aso dye my hair to a darker colour..i hate my hair colour sia..so gold..like ah beng like tat...haha..dunno ba..later c hw..haha...thought of playing bb de but de haze n de weather giv mi a 2nd thought..haha..going off to cut my grandma hse soon..den decide whether wan to cut anot..haha...

2006-10-14T16:34:00.000-07:00

ChiVAs= WAter?? haha!!

yupx..went drinking with jk n andrew ystd..juz reach hm not long ago n taken a bath to freshen mi up..haha.. spend some time studying my math..juz trying to catch up with the others but i tink reali prove so hard..haiz..dunno..giving up everything soon..tat jk was late again ystd..lucky i didn't leave hse earlier too coz i noe his pattern to well..but still end up waiting for him..haiz..meet him at cine le den walk down to ps to find andrew..hmm slack for awhile n hav some great chat with jk while waiting for andrew to release from work..saw 1 shirt at world of sports..i going to get it today..hhaa..after meeting him le den we head off to cine to kbox..hmm..order a chivas which cost $178..argg..spend $100 on de drink alone..shit man..i wan to save $$ de lehz..haha..tat counter staff actually tell us tat we can sing till 2am but normaly we would sing tilll 6am de..haha..den we argue le den rightfully get back our 4 hrs.haha...thought was de chivas was to little..everyone start grumbling..haha..den when i drink ard 5 to 6 glass of chivas le..den was getting abit drunk le and mi aso take a puff of cigrettes.. find wasn't so relief stress as it may seems..haha...den de stupid jk say drinking chivas was like drink water..haha..i tink he make a big mistake by saying tat..haha...after i went toilet with andrew and was telling him tat i going to drunk le with him aso in de same state as mi..as we went back..find tat jk was vomiting le and he still say wan to open another bottle..hhaa...we laugh sia..was like a small kid tell us tat he vomit..muz reali c his expression..tat idiot andrew took video to add to his collection of drunkard..wahhaha..after vomit le den he start to slp there le like wad GQ do when he is in KTV..haha.. i admit i was a little 'tired=drunk' but was sober after a period of time..keep go toilet to wash my face to keep myself sober coz i scare andrew cannot handle jk alone..but to our relief, he wake up ard 5 den start sing song le..first time c him drunk sia..haha..after tat company jk go take bus n andrew n mi went to hav breakfast n went hm after tat..

i thought can get drunk to forget everything but still sober after drinking..argg.i tink drinking again tonitez..i waking up in the noon to play bb..on course to slim down n get tanned..i hate my looks... -on de verge of breaking down-

2006-10-13T08:09:00.000-07:00

Soccer in sch!!

Shit!!reach sch at 8.38 today...argg.. was late for 3min was downgraded...the fac reali law by law wan lehz..3 min allowance aso cannot giv..feel like slapping her face..this type of fac horz, cannot psycho wan sia..not like ystd de fac..haha..psycho her abit den she mark mi present le..today de fac so wierd...the attitude like so different lorz..normally she would say "kenny plz read n do the class out" but today she say in a gentle way ;"kenny, you noe hw to do"..make my hair stand sia..but at least beta ba..not so stress..i got learn something aso..if she try to accomodate with us, i think our life n her life would be much easier to pass ba..but wad cause her changes..izzit she scare she kana scold by module chair or juz wan to change herself???

during the 2nd break out, went causeway with desmond,kennyL,jing jie to causeway to hav some drink den went back sch to kick soccer..haha..was nice but need to leave after 1 match coz already 155 le..haha..lucky manage to reach class in time if not downgrade again..haha...

after sch company jk to vivo city to meet him fren lorz..den went back hm after tat..tired!!

everyone start to study abt their 'O' lvl math le..mi still haven even started..die le..haiz..fail den let it fail ba..study le aso fail,nv study aso fail..like so waste time like tat..some even told mi they aiming for an A's..haiz..

saw poh choo ystd at carrefour..haha..become more n more short..haha..i thought who come dashing to mi sia...reali dunno is her..until she call my name..haha..have a short chat with her..she ask mi y so long le still nv heard u have gf de...i dunno hw to ans her..haiz..maybe i was to ugly or char sux..tats wad i feel abt myself..saw her wrist sia..got lots of cuts..i ask her izzit u go cut de..she told mi is fall down de..i dun belief lorz..obviously is cut using pen knife de..she become more n more stranger to mi le..dun noe her tat well le..i think is all RS RS RS again..hiaz..i reali think i giving up le..i aso duno y i feel this way...maybe i hav no confidence of myself..=(

2006-10-11T09:17:00.000-07:00

Wed outing!!

meet xy,jk,ms they all today..tat 2 guy was so late lorz...meet them 2,they come at 3..nxt time tell them meet 2 hr in advance...went to Vivo city again..hhaa..actually not many thing to shop la..maybe the shop haven fully opened ba..den we went to Breeks to hav our 2nd lunch..haha..den xy go hm while jk n mi wander ard,chilling out drinking some beer..shall stop nw..feeling abit dizzy...hhaa..maybe de effect of the beer i drank juz nw..hhaha...nitez!!

2006-10-10T09:04:00.000-07:00

Sick n tireD!!

haiz...today feeling damn sleepy manz...doze off alot of time in class..duno y sia..haiz..streSS!!today lesson was quite fun ba..de derrick tan duno eat wad medicine sia..today so humourous sia..keep telling jokes..but he is slowing changing hw i look at him..improving...haha...at least not like SWATI..c her i aso xianz..attending her lesson can reali kill mi..i think the onli things not gd abt derrick lesson is he end too late le la..430 den releaase..i almost half dead le..lucky i secure my B's le..hhaa.heng ar...

-World full of emptiness-

~feeling everything have left mi, Left alone~

LOnely,COnfused

2006-10-09T08:24:00.000-07:00

ConfuSed!!!

today lesson was quite hard to gone by because our main programmer were absent from sch..haha..so our grp hav to struggle without him...lucky KL manage to take over his job if not our grp sure dead..haha...after lesson, we went to play Basketball..first outing of E25G..surprise tat so many ppl in our class play bb..haha..at least got something in common...haha..argg..veri long nv play le..my shooting sux manz..reali need to regain back the touch..btw i hate those act pro in certain sports de..n i hate ppl who try to act as if they were veri relax when playing game..it is not showing respect to the opponent...when i regain back my touch, i will challenge u 1-on-1..wait n c..

after bb, went to meet xy,ms and jk at w4..they wan to stunt mi, lucky i was walking the path where they were sitting..haha..too bad..actually plan to watch de 645 show at de new vivo city GV but were sold out real fast..n there were so many ppl there lor..becoz if this, kana condemn by the 3 of them all the way to tiong to catch our 740 show..haha..but de vivo city reali veri big n hav many shop sia..hhaa..n the top level was veri romantic sia..resemblance the sky garden in suntec..veri gd place for couple...senery was nice..can c lots of loving couple tan qing suo ai..haiz..dunno when will be turn..i will sure bring someone i like there wan..but guess becoming more n more like a dream le..we bought de ticket at tiong for de 740 show..den like we left ard 20 min ba..we were so hingry tat we eat our dinner at the kopitiam there..haha..we eat veri fast lorz..esp de jk..hahaa..but reali la..got eat like nv eat like tat..de noodle were given so little lor..hhaa..bought swt corn n lemon tea in..argg..de casshier reali mi mi embarrass sia..haha..which corn..POP corn or SWT corn.den the stupid piggy at there keep saying..argg..nxt time dun dare go tiong watch movie le..haha..watch ROB-B-Hood..was a damn nice show lor..veri funnny...de mix blood baby was veri cute sia..wish my baby aso like tat...haha..veri worth it watching this show..hhaa...watch until 10 den each gone hm le lor..hmm..feel abit guilty sia..hhaa...i reach hm so early..haha..n de most suay wan would by xy..de stupid jk call mi to scold mi..haha..k la..nxt time u all decide..

hmm..my hrt was like so confused nw..hav so many thing to say but cant say out..maybe juz keep inside ba..say out le hav to face many consequences...maybe best is to remain wad it is nw...haiz..duno ar...veri luan..i nw aso where my hrt goes..i reali veri confused sia...argg..if possible, let mi forget my memories ba..haiz..

2006-10-08T08:20:00.000-07:00

Out sHopping with PN..

yupx..went shopping the same gang lorz..GQ,XY n jk..haha...jk stunt sia..meet 3 cum at 5..wa lao..lucky i aso late if not reali i will be damn fed up...i hate to wait for ppl..and jk hor...same pattern de..always last min wan..n his mother like choose the time so exact de..when he going to be late, he sure say he go out dinner with his mother..haha..same excuses cannot be used more den once..but de thing tat change my mood is de FArizah..wa lao..damn fed up manz if i noe i dun go carrefour find andrew le....even i nv work aso kana scolding from her..she say she giv mi de sales report le but in fact tat time i get de sales report from her, she scolded mi..hw fast she can change her line ar...i hate her to de core.wanna slap her liaoz...she can grp along with the shit swati liaoz..ass manz..damn irritating..she wan to mix personal emotion with work rite, i acn aso..argg...beta stop tok abt it..if not my temper come up liaoz..de GQ today stunt sia..say wanna save $$..haha..everything he eat seem so budget at first..haha..but in de end still spend quite alot...he stunt de la..where got last min got ppl say wan to save $$ de..haha..becoz of him, we went to eat at de foodcourt instead of pizza...he say more cheaper..but hmm.. later we went to BEN n JERRY to eat ice cream..haha..in de end still spend 12.5 on de ice-cream itself..hhaa..jk rich sia..spend 500+ on 1 handphone n 1 adidas jacket..haha..he as an example can show hw 87 n 86 de guy hw fast they spend their $$ le... den we went to HMV to c whether got nice de t-shirt ma..but in de end didn't c any..haha..but we did saw TAMMY..ahah..oppo de 77th street..the guy working there sure gossip de...de xy stunt sia..i can assure tammy saw lorz..so PS..haha.. we den head to cine to hav some drink coz de ice-cream we eat reali make mi veri thirsty..hmm..chit chat for awhile till 10 den we head hm le..de GQ giv mi stunt until nothing to say...aha..but he today reali stunt alot..like a beast being unleash..hhaa..muz find de controller[u noe who i am toking abt] to control him when he came out with us...haha..

okay..tml is santosa de lesson...haha..can slack abit..haha..n basketball tml...nitez..

2006-10-07T10:22:00.000-07:00

WKend shucks!!

argg..spend my whole sat afternoon at hm doing nothing..reali feel veri wasted sia..thought of going out de but most of my fren either working or goign out with gf..haiz...so xin fu lorz..haha..dunno when will be my turn..but guess hav to wait a long time ba..coz i nw aso dunno where my hrt go..haiz..play basketball for awhile n de haze was like so blur lorz..argg..reach ph150 sia...hope i can faster get sick ba..when sick, den no need to tink so much le..

reali muz force myself to do more sports..i wan to becum slimmer n tanner..haha..coz i tink i reali look veri ugly..haiz...

2006-10-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

Stupid fac again!!!!

argg..damn fed up with the fac today..damn sarcastic manz..she look at mi n say if you wan to learn de memorise if not be my GUEST!!!wa lao..feel like throwing the chair at her..i drag myself to sch today n still need to tolerate her shit attitude..reach sch at 845 n when i cum in, she straight say erm new GROUND RULES again..shit her..she say 835 is de latest if not downgrade..she still say giv 5 min allowance rather den starting at 830..sound like she so gd like tat..all is crap de..wolf in a sheep skin...5 min can make alot of difference mehz...try asking her to stay tiong bahru den take MRT to woodland lor..c she can wake up so early anot..the most irritation part is when i present tat time, i already explain the concept liaoz n yet she ask wad is this wad is tat..she nv listen to my presentation lor..she nv show mi respect , i aso do de same liaoz...somemore she end de lesson at 405..wa lao..hw to study for ut..den de best is she always push de blame to others..she say its ur fault tat we end so late coz u all keep dragging de time..bullshit..1 grp she spend 30min..hw to finish..somemore got ut..tell her get out of our class la...i sure condemn her for de rest of de 13 wk..worst fac i ever faced in RP..

after sch, went to work..haiz..c so many couples aso xianz..all celebrating mooncake festival yet i am working..20 yrs de festival i spend alone le..haiz..lonely manz..i dread valentine day..i going to lock myself up so i no need to c loving couple ard mi..

2006-10-04T09:00:00.000-07:00

BAd day!!

having a veri bad temper today..reach work early coz nothing to do at hm..den reach there start doing stock,help james to set up de philips counter..argg...was damn tiring..den de stupid farizah come nag here nag there..wa...reali cannot stand le..damn fed up..den dunno y i attitude to james sia...he ask mi got pantry eat den i say nvm..i go eat alone..den he call mi i nv pick up de call..i think anger rush to my head le la..but not long after, we start talkng again le..haha..lucky he was not those petty type..i noe i was a fault ba..even if quarrel i will apologise first..lucky everything went on fine..haha..

hmm..UT start on fri..arggg..shit man..this module UT is de worst de lorz..i nv listen de coz de fac sux to the core manz..i hate her..i think i going to study tml..so i acn prove to her i can pass or even score without her teaching..if she carry on teaching us, i not sure hw long i can stand..argg...god bless mi!!haha..

2006-10-03T09:31:00.000-07:00

VS 4 time!!! haha

today at sch was veri suay sia..Our class power supply was cut off..n ONLI our class is affected..the other class still can surf net all tat..haha..den the fac today dunnno go hw many time toilet sia..muz be something wrong with his bladder...lolx..but today grp was quite fun la..alot of interaction unlike my previous 3 module..all was like doing own thing de..xianz..stil miz those time in E36E la..haha..so relax..stress free...de fac so gd unlike this fac..oout of 4 module, all 4 sux to the core manz..onli 1 still can pass by..argg..got 14 problem more..hw to pass sia..wondering..haha..dunno when can hoilday..still far ahead ar...but can c de current class clicking ba..hope slowlyy can improve ba instead of treat each other like stranger like tat..

after sch, went to work..during break time, james,jims,andrew n mi went to play Virtual striker-ver 2006..haha..each buy his own IC card n play..i chose england n follow by james-argentina,jim-italy n andrew-brazil..haha..i am de stongest manz..haha..tml still got work..argg.got to wake up early..going to bed soon..nitez..

2006-10-01T06:33:00.000-07:00

BOring , BOred!!!!argggg!!!

wake up ard 3 plus in de noon..den went out to run awhile den back hm watch de VCD i rent ystd..hmm.."hw to lose a Guy in 10 days" were a veri nice show..veri swt..esp kate hudson..so pretty..haha..de story was veri romantic..muz watch movie manz..find this CD veri long le,finally rent it to watch..haha...this show was abt a guy n a ger hav a bet to hook each other up n make each other luv each other in 10 days..but at first, they took ut as a bet but in de end,they veri fall for each other..haha...nice show!!

okay..off to my grandma hse to watch soccer le..Man Utd vs Newcastle..haha..hope man utd win..rooney ,saha n ronaldo...haha...=)

2006-09-30T08:29:00.000-07:00

BOring SaT!!!

argg..today wake up at 915..so early lorz..becoz of de james say wan to take pay lorz..but in de end, i overslept..haha..wake up at 930..was veri tiring n somemore sat sia..haha..de earliest sat i wake up de...met xy at 1040 at orchard mrt...tat stupid james late, reach abt 11 plus..den we juz in time to take de cheaque to take cash..waahah..after taking de $$,we went to far east to hav our lunch at the indonesia restauarant..hmm..de curry chicken was veri nice...after tat james went to work n we meet gq.. we walk ard den drop at ps while xy go find her bf, mi n gq go find james they all..we hav drinks at the hotdog mei there..argg..was so pai seh lorz..tat james,gq,xy make mi so embarrass lorz..wa lao..nxt time dun dare to walk pass there le..haha..we watch 'JOhn tucker muz die'..was veri funny n nice show..haha..de john tucker was veri skilled sia..haha..any ger he wan sure can get de..muz learn from him..hhaa..but de ending not wad i expected la..i expect the kate n tucker together but in de end both go seperate way..aha..after de show, gq go work n xy n mi go walk walk lorz..walk until 7 den she go find her bf n mi wander ard den go hm le..haha...so boring...first time so early go hm on sat...wasted my wkend..nxt wk muz wisely spend my wkend..

As for ystd,i quarrel with de fac sia..keep picking on mi..cannot tahan le..from morning i cum sch keep asking mi till release sch sia..i mail her a personal comment saying tat if she not happy with mi, can come directly to mi no need to downgrade mi..dunnno if i was right to do tat but was veri fed up ystd..

2006-09-28T07:47:00.000-07:00

Indian Rapping [faci on thurs]

argg..cannot stand today de faci..she was so noisy n nagging lorz..wa lao..keep tok tok tok tok n tok until 4 sia..half way of de presentation, i fall asleep sia...but her voice reali veri irritating sia..wan to kill her liaoz..

after sch den go work as usual lorz..i reach there den help them to shift the counter to the middle of the sales floor..argg..so many dust was flying ard..but after shifting, was much more cleaner ba..hope beta sales..haha..den my boss came to find mi n we eat our dinner at ajisen..hmmm..veri long nv eat ajisen le.. came out with new menu n new dishes..i try de clayfish ramen n taste quite okay..haha..n i aso order white fish..was veri nice...nxt time eat again..haha..

asking myeslf this ques..is it possible to regain wad i lost during the past 3 yrs..hmm..haiz..dunno lehz...this few days reali feeling something wrong..like something is missing or wad..den hav those lonely type of feeling..haiz..dunno la...my hrt veri complicated lehz..den my mind aso haiz..dunno la..veri fan!!!

tml is de stupid fac again..haiz..hate de fac sia..so many ground rules..like army sia..late 5 min aso cannot..guess hav to slp early..dun wan to get downgrade..=)

2006-09-27T10:24:00.000-07:00

StoCk take [Carrefour]

yupx..was stock take ystd..didnt slp for de whole of 24 hr plus..until when i reach hm, de sky hav turn bright again..haha..was quite tiring la...coz morning i hav sch n then after sch i went straight to work+stock take till de nxt morning..argg..went there like half dead liaoz..my eyes was closing n keep yawning..my sch end ard 4 den i went to sintel beside the party world to find james they all..haha..hear them sing reali cute sia..haha..they sing those song that i nv even have heard b4..haha..the pic was so old lor..haha...worst is ah bee liao..she sing those song can reali classified as VERI oldies liaoz..haha..de mtv was so gu tai..haha..braun james sing reali well ar..i heard him sing i noe he is a veri gd singer le..he can imitate jay until like de reali jay singing sia..de 'feng' was so diff to sing lor yet he can sing so well..haha...hope i can sing as well as him too..but belief mi, if u hav heard him sing, u would think he is gd enough to take part in any competiton..haha..as for james, his andy lau song liaoz lorz..cannot stand him sia..hhaa..sing aso act cute..argg..wan to slp le den he wake mi up..annie sing aso not bad la..after singing, we went to hav our dinner at meridien n pool before heading off to work..when playing pool tat time, duno wad happen sia..hit wad ball,wad ball go in..hhaa..but luck doesn't last long, i lost to annie coz i hit de black ball in after 2 shot..haha..stock take wasn't as tough as wad i tink la..haha..actually veri slackk..de welfare was veri gd..keep giving us food...i was team up with siva..haha..n we crap all de way..de time pass veri fast la..we even hav time to play with the osim massage equipment..haha..

as for today,wake up ard 4 n went to work..wanted to take sales report from her de but she went hm early..argg..there's goes my commission..not much customer today..another boring day..

have kind of feeling tat i reali sick of my life le..my routine was so bored n continuously getting worse n worse..ii dunno i can stand for hw long..tml sch again..haiz...bored..sicked of sch n everything..nothing interest mi le..haiz...

2006-09-25T08:22:00.000-07:00

FatE playing praNk oN mE!!

haiz..bored, feeling wierd..juz feeling veri tired n confused abt my own feeling..scare to tink n scare to carry hope..i dunno ba..maybe i too sensitive or wad..

saw 'her' today at 'CREATIVE' store at ps today while i was shopping with ms n xy..didn't notice "her" until xy told mi..saw "her" den my feeling like feeling so wierd..my hrt tell mi was veri happy to c her but aso feeling veri sad to c her..Because she already hav a bf, i juz wish to forget her so i can carry on with my life..but i hav already seen her twice after we hav contact in july..is tat wad call fate playing prank on mi..during tat 3 yrs, i not even seen "her" once..was lucky not seeing "her" with her bf if not i sure feel damn f*** up wan..but on the other hand, was aso happy tat she found a shoulder to lean on esp this period when she needed most n wad i was not able to giv her..but i came to realise tat it is easier said den done when i say i gonna forget her coz i wun be able to do so..hmm..juz trying to bluff myself day by day in order to make myeslf stronger..haiz..i reali dunno wad to do??? am i a pure failure in handling RS??i doubt i be able to engage in a new rs coz i hav no confidence to do so....but seeing her, she reali giv mi a type of feeling tat i dun get from others gers..haiz..dunno la..reali dun dare to face reality..

AM i tat bad or i juz pure failure?haiz...

2006-09-24T03:52:00.000-07:00

8 yrs frenz bday!![Andrew]wahahah!!

hmm..juz wake up not long ago...argg...ystd was quite drunk sia...a few cup of chivas n my head is spinning le..hhaa...not enough slp???but andrew was lucky la, nto enough chivas to make him drunk..wasted sia..short of a part 2 alvin esp..wahaha..yupx..ystd was andrew BELAted bday..we celebrated at cine KBOX..haha..we meet ard 930 at there n b4 meeting them,ms n mi went to buy present from andrew...de jersey cost $165 sia..so ex..dreaming of buying 1 for myself but was to ex le..cant bear to buy so ex shirt..haha..hmm..i tink when i have more pay nxt mth den may tink consider buying MAN UTD-rooney jersey..haha....

jk went to de same hair salon as alvin sia..de hairstyle like so similarly UGLY...wahaha..2 of them act punk sia..u giv mi $100 i aso dun dare to cut sia..haha..den ms,mi,jk,andrew meet up with shannon n yu yuan...yu yuan they all bought a cake..haha..tats save our $$ of gettingh him a cake aso..coz ystd expenses was alot..jersey,liquor,kbox..i tink got $150 ba..argg.there goes my 1 wk pay..haha..but nvm la..happy can le..yu yuan stunt sia..always wan to dig my words ar...keep linking mi n her..argg..haha..i tink got someone backstab mi sia..haha..ms,andrew n alvin..these 3 main suspect..if i find anyone of u stunt ar..haha..i gonna kill u..we order a bottle of chivas..intention was to make andrew drunk, but in de end ms drunk first...haha...told him drink coke liaoz..he insist of making andrew drunk coz andrew say he was a bad drinker...ahah...took seom grp photo..when i take pic from xy le den upload ba...

feeeling veri vexed nwadays sia..was like arggg..de feeling was not gd...dunno y lehz..de more i tink de more i feel fed up..haiz..dunno ba..i tink my life was full of lies n unhappiness..haiz..dunno hw..dun dare to tink..but was happy for gq la..can sense tat they 2 r veri loving n happy together..wish them happiness..=)

another ques i ask myself..does i like gers tat r more mature or more childish???i aso dunno..

2006-09-21T07:37:00.000-07:00

First Day of sch!![BOred!!]

HAiz..sch reopen today..n was damn tired to go sch..i wake up real late n was late for class..acutally i dread to go sch..i dun like de first day of sch where u hav to AGAIN readapt to a new environment n frenz..the atmostphere is so er....haiz..xianz manz..de fac aso 1 kind..like those sort of bias type de..den during presentation, it was like war lorz..indian vs myanmar vs singapore..shoot ques until like wan each other to get downgrade like tat..de competition was high ar..so different from e36e..stange laa..e36e onli becum veri bond when we r separated..haha..we today eat together as a class during de 2nd break..everyone in the class was trying to impress like tat...make until de atmosphere so tense..den the fac indian essence n joke was a minus minus factor...although it is de first day, i still hav to say this "i HATE de class"

hmm..as for ystd, went to meet up with de e36e guys for buffet again..this time we went for seoul garden..haha..eaten a free lunch cozz i was late so de counter staff forget to collect de $$ from mi..haha..save $13..haha..den mi , ah toh n tristan went to bugis to buy shirt..haha..we each bought a thing each..mi n ah toh bought a t-shirt n tristan bought a 3/4 pants.. saw xy along de bugis street..haha..so qiao..we chat at de mos burger for abt 1 1/2 hr..talking abt alot of things la..haha..like luv la,sch life la n so on..found out that we catch up quite abit tat we didn't do when we r in de same class..too bad ba gey ,xin hua, gh was not with us..ah toh was caught by those prudential stuff advisor..haha..i was a early victim so i was being free by them..haha..

hmm..i learn tat we shd learn to treasure de one u luv while u can before it is too late..i was one example..i dun wish other follow my route..haiz..nw i hav to land until this state..quite sad..seeing those couple juz make mi more jealous n envy...not as fortuante as them..izzit so easy to let go someone for gers???does gers go for guys who dun care as much for them de so they will treasure them more??so many ques..haiz..i reali cant get it..there's reali no fairness in this world i tink..