Would [Y]ou be there to kiss my pain away?

Sunday, March 18, 2007

~Ah peh's birthday~

hmm..ystd went to celebrate ah peh's birthday at freezze..did drink quite abit..was quite high le...hmm...i think i did something without me knowing until ah yan told mi..arggg...shit..shd not hav drink until like tat....haha...i did slap andrew as thats wad they say..i completely lost my sense le..when i manage to reach hm, get scolded by my mom...haha...

these few thing is wad i wan to do from nw till sch reopen which is on 16 april...

1.slim down
2.tan.
3.NO consume of alcohol

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Monday, March 12, 2007

~Irene's birthday~

yup..ystd was irene's birthday.. went to her bday party after work which is ard 10 plus with james..ystd i sold 2 $168 air cooler in quick succession..haha....it been so long i hav sell air cooler coz the weather during the past few mth affect my sales..haha..and i sold the most expensive wan....and after irene go hm to change her clothes..i sell another remote control fan and a normal standing fan..haha...and dave aso help mi sell another 2 more air cooler..the sales not bad..hit $700...haha..it have been so long since i sold so much..haha...

hmm..by the time james and mi reach there, my head was already spinning already..and my sore throat like getting worse..luckily i bought some herbal tea and few chinese medicine to hold on first, if not sure cannot go for her bday de..meet annie,yan and andrew at the coffeeshop when working towards "freeze"..i pass annie the $ le den went in to find bee they all..was lying on the sofa to close my eyes awhile..but marine, violet and ah bee all wan mi to drink with them.argg...none belief mi tat i was reali sick..i guess i "cry_wolf" too often already...haha...did drink with them until i was abit high...worst of all, andrew was onli de drunkard of the nite...even irene,the birthday ger aso not drunk..he drink with lawrence le den go approach marine again...courting his own death..haha...argg..i still need to send him hm...who ask mi to stay so near him....wahaha..but god thanks i hav some gd pic of him when he drunk...wahahha..can threaten him already...annie aso take video and pic of him....haha...i guess he would not dare to try anything funny this few days....haha...mi and jims carry him hm..he even go toilet aso cannot stand properly let say he can walk...haha...first time c him drunk until like tat...lucky his bro is still awake when we send him to his rm..if not sure wake his mom up and tat means trouble for him..ahha...

reach hm ard 3+ and was not able to fall asleep...my mind was thinking this and tat..haiz..all those crap...was awake until 6 plus by watching DVD and went to slp after tat...not a peaceful slp though..wake up a few times..i guess tat was i courted..unnecessary wait.............

Labels: ~Sick of waiting~

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

~sick~

was feeling veri terrible.. running nose, fever, gliddiness..all at one go...hw long can my body able to hold it..was sneezing all the way from my hse to work...non-stopping sneezing...argg...muz be tat jing jie pass it to mi wan..thurs told him not to come work when sick but he still comes..in de end, thought everything would be just fine but in the end, i got the illness from him..took 2 panadol and shd be going to bed soon..tml still muz wake up early to go IT fair and aso to irene's birthday at nitez...

just found out something that i dread to find out..i wish i nv saw it but it did..guess it to be my imcompetent and cowardness.. a meaningless wait...........................................................

Labels: a feeling that lost it meaning

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

~Finally~

yup.."she" finally reply to me via msn already although is an offline msg..but to mi, it reali put a smile on my face at least...glad to hear that she is fine...i reali hope to be by her side when she's down..at least a shoulder for her to lean on when she needed it..although it is impossible, it at least some thing i can do for her..

hmm..may go thailand nxt wk once we settle the accomodation all that...i did dream tat "she" come along with mi to thailand but dream and real life are difference apart..so just hope she doing fine here..forget the unhappiness and carry on with life..there's sure things will turn right for you.. take care=)

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Saturday, March 03, 2007

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12th day [ Stay at hm]

hmm..went to work in the evening..so when during our dinner break time,i suggest to watch movie after our work..i wanted to watch "just follow law" so james agreed to join mi after work..so he report to his gerfrenz, and out of sudden, his gf suggest to break up with him..hmm...mi and jing jie was stunned lorz..coz out of sudden he say his gf wan to break with him with no reason..den his eyes was brimming with tears..normally i would just disturb him but at that point, reali pity him..his face was so red..jing jie n mi just comfort him and suggest he go his gf hse talk to her and so he did..luckily, he manage to patch back with his gf if not i feel veri bad coz i am the one who ask him to watch movie..but from wad i tink, the ger already wanted to break off with him already and was using this opportunity to do so..and i become the scrapgoat..argg...his gf decided to patch back with him becoz he cried..lame excuse!!!but mi n jj nv tell him how we feel coz was like a big guy like him dropping tears reali soften our heart already..

13th day

went to ladybrith after work with andrew to meet ah bee they all..violet,marine,ah peh all was there...we finish our left over vodka we had other day and order 2 more chivas..argg..all was aimming mi, and luckily i manage to squeeze thru if not i confirm drunk..tat violet wan mi to drunk sia..pour the chivas almost to full level.. and was on the rock without any mixer...argg..marine aso hav a hand to it lorz..lucky they switch target if not i sure drunk already..haha..,\i manage to win a bottle of chivas from the counter ger i say that day..she lost 5-10 with mi and the stake is a bottle of chivas...wshhhh...lucky mi...i play pool with they all and ah peh was veri gd at it..like those 1 kill type..play with him, i just hit in 2 ball..after tat,we went to chinatown to eat porridge and go hm after tat..

14th day [work]

whole day just work work and work..after work went to my grandma hse to watch soccer..[liverpool vs man utd]..man utd won courtesy to oshea goal..haha...12 pt away..1 hand on the title..=)

~memories~

haiz..on thurs actually wanted to send "her" a sms to wish her gd luck for her a's level result release on fri..was aso tinking to mail her a gd luck cards but i already lost "her" address..putting the card to "her" letter box ,was scared that she dun like it or piss off..i reali dunno wad to do other den send "her" a sms..but she nv reply..like today, i msn "her" and sms "her"..same outcome...reali hope to noe like hw is she been nowadays..hw she fare in her A's..and so on,so on..so many thing to tell her, ask her but no courage to talk to her..i feel like a damn coward..i guess she hav lots of fren to turn to let alone my turn..i reali miss those time where i giv her morning call in the morning to wake her up and so on...nw is like lost contact..all we sms was happy cny, so on..haiz..i reali ~miss her~..

Labels: ~Memories stays~

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

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7th day [Yu shen]

hmm..i stay at hm till ard 7 plus and went to my grandma hse to watch soccer..[fulham vs man utd]..truth, it is a poor match..but nvm..i still support my fav team..9 pt adrift from chelsea..haha..i den went down to city hall mrt station to meet annie they all..they plan to go ah bee's hse to give ah yan n her s surprise coz they didn't noe we going there..we bought "yu shen" go there so that we can "lao" together..haha..we reach there ard 11 plus to 12 le..lucky we make it in time if not they so call de auspicious timing pass le i sure get blamed de..haha..coz i was late when meeting them at city hall mrt station..haha...hmm..after we "lao yu shen" le , we den went to yishun safra to play bowling..haha..i beat my own record..150 pt..wahaha..=)

8th day [baI NIan]

went out with xing yun, and couple[gq n cel] to go each other hse to bai nian...wake up ard 9 plus..coz first stop is gq hse which is at pasir ris...argg...de furthest...reach there at 11 but they 3 were late..that gq was late even his hse was so near!!!!! argg..it was like the distance from my hse to tiong bahru...hmm..first time go gq hse which his block was quite remote..something like teck's hse..was right inside...had our lunch at his hse..his mother "bah kut teh" was nice..but too bad nv tasted the prawn..coz i dun wan to dirty my hand..ahha..couple combine to finish the whole plate of prawns..den tat xy kana stunt by gq sia...haha..retribution!!..haha..den nxt stop was my hse..haha..when walking by the void deck..tat xy suddenly shout and gq n mi turn back thinking was has happen..haha..she shouted..[pa pa - scare scare] in chinese..wahha..like kid sia...wahhaha..cant stop laughing...after hanging ard at my hse while was playing with my dog...we head to xy hse...haha..lucky i rmb to bring orange if not kana stunt again...lolx..den last stop we went to cel hse..cel mother fried chicken drumlet for us to eat if not my stomach reali going to start making noise already..was veri veri hungry..haha...after finish bai nian, we went to orchard to hav our dinner at cineleisure and each went hm after tat..

i went to ah bee's hse to pray after separating with pn they all... annie, sh n andrew they all go first so we meet all at bee's hse..violet got come aso..haha..she make us play card with her and sad to say i lost $27..argg...raeli dun wana bet nxt time...haha...annie was drunk and violet was high when they both having Chivas on the rock..haha..i still hav the videoo..wahhahah..depend on hw they treat mi if not the video will publish on the blog..haha..=)

9th day [Working]

went back to work...haha...hav my dinner with annie at ajisen..veri long nv eat ajisen already coz my boss veri long nv find mi already so no treat from him..haha..head hm after work..

10th day [Ladybrith]

skip work that day...was feeling damn tired..went to bowl at yishun safra that day..after finish bowling, we head down to ''ladybrith" to meet violet they all..this is the pub tat time i went with desmond, jj ,chin hoe and kenny L to play pool that place..was a nice place to relax..free pool aso...we order a bottle of jim beam..jim bean is reali the liquor tat make mi wan to vomit..it taste like yucks~but did manage to noe a waitress there..ask mi to drink the jim beam down, lucky i rejected coz it was like containing half the glass was the jim beam...but i aso got a nick name from her.. she call mi "fraggot".arrgg..coz i nv drink the glass of liquor she pour...

11 day [ladybrith]

went spans that day... it was a novena where last time andrew was still a policeman that he went before...he got the spans member card so that we can enjoy discount there...had our dinner at the cafe there and went to bowl again...haa..mi,irene, andrew team up to win 2 games from yan,sh,annie....haha..lucky got win if not dunno spend hw much $ le..coz at the beginning, we 3 was losing drink $ and tibit $ to them..hhaa...lucky manage to win back..we den take cab down to "ladybrith" again..we order 2 bottle of vodka with cranberry as mixer..all was like wan me to drunk..keep pouring liqour to my glass..luck wasn't on my side..we play poker with mi as banker and we bet onn the glass of vodka on that table..arg..irene and bee each get blackjet so i hav to drink 2 cup each from them and before them, tat annie and sh keep making mi drink duno hw many cup already..den came the waitress...haha..she was keeping an eyes on mi to c if i drunk already anot...we did drink another 2 glass of vodka and i admit i was feeling quite high already..i took a cab hm and rush to bed after tat..

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