Monday, January 29, 2007
~Falling apart~
i guess my relationship with my classmate in sch are falling apart..sometime they dunno when to stop..was trying to spice up de atmostphere yet being said by them...reali dunno wad to say... Sarcastic comment were made yet i just keep quiet...i think i shd juz keep my mouth shut and act dumb all the way..maybe ppl juz think they are always right..the more action and words they say juz make mi detest them more n more..when one day i reali cant take it, juz spill out all things with not giving face to them which i always do..maybe as time passes when u r more close to them,u r being step over to ur head as they take u for granted..u were being nice to them yet they wun appreciate it and let say we noe each other for quite awhile...i jus hate sch life!!!
i saw yu yuan and shanon at ps there..they having road show there..so we catch up quite a while..i think shd be seeing them ard for awhile coz usually this road show would end ard 1 mth time..haha..guess to take back my christmas gift and overseas import which they promise..haha....
i juz begin to feel more n more close with the carrefourian..they help mi solve my problem in work,sch and love life..and 1 thing, they are helping with their true heart and not saying things tat hurt you..reali can confess ur problem to them...haiz..getting real demoralise these day...dunno y..guess need to prove some result for the ppl to c..
such a failure in life....SCH, LOVE, WORK..haiz..nothing seem to gone the right way for me..
Searching for the 'Y'ou.
7:33 AM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
~Mom's birthday~
ystd was mon's birthday..i take off from auntie kath so that i can bring her out together with grandma and sis to eat..actually thought of buying something for her but in de end still end up giving her red packet..haha....thanks farizah they all for giving me suggestion..cause i think giving her red packet can get her de things she wan..we went to queensway to hav our dinner...after dinner, thought of getting a belt and a jeans but in de end didn't get any cause none suit mi...we went hm after tat to hav the cake bought by my sis..
thought of getting a braun buffel wallet and RL polo tee..i think nxt wed i take pay den go buy ba..haha..wanted to buy lots of things man..i think neeed to get a shirt,pant and a leather shoe from "everbest" so that i can kick start my new job with 'TEFAL'..going interview nxt wed, hope will able to sort out my pay den i can start work once holiday..
james hav gerfren le..haha..saw her when he brought her to carrefour after work...haha..glad to c him so happy..he seem to change alot..tats y he was behaving kinda of wierd this days..not his usual self..orh...the power of love..whahahha...
haiz...nw ps carrefour like so sucks..especially with raymond working there...his sarcastism hor reali cannot stand it...but would be fine after he gone to suntec..i prefer working with annie rather den with him...
14th valentine apprpoaching yet it is another lonely day to pass by..sure c lots of couples but too bad i not one of them...everyone ard me seem to be attach and here i am..alone again..cant let go something not meant for mi...was feeling hw nice it would be if i could spend this day alone with her...
"Never Let You Go"
I had to go, but I want you to know
Someday I'll be back for you
Please don't be scared, 'cause if you need me
I'll be there
I'll hold you near and I will wipe away your tears
I'll wipe away your fears
I'll wrap you in my arms
I'll keep you safe from harm
I'm waiting too
When the time is right then
I'll be back for you
You've waited patiently, and you still believe in me
I'll be back for you and I won't ever let you go
I'll never let you go
It means so much for me to know
You love me too
That is all I ever want to hear from you
So please don't be scared
If you need me
I'll be there
I'll hold you close
I'll keep you near
You'll never cry another tear
I'll hold your hand and you'll hold mine
I'll always be right by your side
And I will never let you go
That's one thing I want you to know
I'll always be by your side
~I love you~
Searching for the 'Y'ou.
7:06 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
these are the fews photo that we have taken on 6 jan...zouk outing with the carrefourian....=)
Ah bee, Yan, Siow hong, andrew, annie and me!!!=D
Searching for the 'Y'ou.
9:32 AM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
~FrEeZe~
yupx..went out with yan,bee,sh,andrew,marine,irene,annie ystd..haha..we nv go "ting hai" le.. instead we go freeze pub which is own by marine..marine hor damn funny and lame de lorz..ppl at her age r more mature but instead she is rightly in annie,yan they all de category lehz..haha..she veri veri lame.
firstly they all come find mi at ps den wait for mi to release work den we head down to tanjong pagar there..actually we took mrt to tanjong pagar can le but instead we took bus and the distance between the station and busstop was just a small distance apart..took longer route to reach our destination...haha...den they order 3 chivas lorz...argg..and sadly i drank quite alot ystd and was 80% drunk..argg..keep losing my 5-10 to them..i will brush up and challenge u again de, marine! so u beta becareful..haha..luckily i still able to go hm by myself..haha..
and today wake up at 6..completely no mood to study nor work..was feeling damn tired...today i work at suntec..the environment okay ba..most ppl i already noe de like lawrence and vincent they all so ppl wise, no problem..only the management..after work meet up with sh they all again..company him buy clothes and off we went to eat..and we chat abt going tour on march..maybe to rendang or thailand..we shall c....i getting real tired le..get to slp nw..nitez!!!=)
Searching for the 'Y'ou.
8:12 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
~Pon sch~[PN0204]
yupx.. today pon sch with the same gang lor [xy,jk,ms]..haha..we leave hse le den decide to pon the sch and in de end we meet each other at WOODLAND mrt station..haha..was already thinking whether not to go sch coz it was raining heavily and my laptop was down..argg...we sat in the mac to wait for jk to join us and we went to funan to get my laptop fixed..unexpectedly, the counter staff was able to on my laptop with just 1 try and the nite before i press dunno hw many time to get it going and it wasn't even get started..argg..i send my laptop to repair my usb port and for the whole maintainance..
during work, chat with andy they all..haha..andy was damn funny lorz..keep saying crap and lame joke..\he may seem those 'take it easy' type but in fact he is very caring and kind guy..he care about his wife alot and i reali mean it..those 24hr husband ba..alot of thing does make sense and i bear that in mind..=)
getting rather pissed off by my pay already...damn it..waited for 1 whole wk and keep draggin...i reali feel like changing job already...getting pushed ard like a fool...
Searching for the 'Y'ou.
6:37 AM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
~carrefourian~
this few days hav been going out with annie they all..haha..always de 6 of us.. i going to broke soon le..this mth use alot and i reali mean alot..haha..but reali was fun going out with them..ystd we went to esplanade to sit down chit chatting and we called it "ting hai"..wahaha..we walk a long way to get beer and some tibit at the 711..haha..
haiz..i'm broke already... last mth reali use alot of $$ and noe need to chew on bread for the nxt few day awaiting for my PAY!!!argg...damn..wait for the pay for 1 wk le still haven come..even my philip pay was aso delay...hw to survive manz..
hmm... i miss that time where we go for miss liu wedding at the church at kovan... was veri romantic and class.. their belief in jesus reali are strong and miss liu husband-to-be aso known each other thru church..i tink i converting to christian already.. i find it more bonding among the christian...
Searching for the 'Y'ou.
6:35 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
~Zouk~
juz reached hm not long ago..juz finish my shower and here blogging..today after work went to zouk together with ah bee, yan, annie, andrew and siow hong..hmm..first time to zouk and there are filled with babes and hunks... and there lots of them..envy those hunks man..reali r charming..if i were gers would surely fall for them....haha...to correct this, i am not brokeback mountain..lol...haha..lucky for mi..juz was i am entering.... the pageant thing starting to annouce the winner.. too bad i was not watching the whole event as i reach ard 10+..haiz..but i manage to heard "her" name was called..was veri glad she won..hmm...she was the 1st runner up to the interjc thing...congratulation to "her"..i felt she shd hav won the event...but nvm..i tink most ppl in their hrt hav her as champion already so no need for the awards...company sh to smoke outside and i saw "her'...she was chatting with her frenz so i dun dare to approach "her"..told myself to forget "her" but i tink i still cant do it..once i saw her.. memories juz engulf my mind...i tink juz could not forget her and i keep it as long as i live ba...i shd show more gentlemen to congratulate "her" but i juz cant pick up my courage.....haiz...when i saw de one i love, my guts juz disappear...did manage to congratulate "her" when companying annie outside..was veri glad i did so...i saw spmeone giving her flowers and was glad she got so many ppl tat suppport and admire her...i guess i juz 1 of those that c "her" from far that was sound and safe can le...
ah bee sis who was the lady boss of zouk was here..she open 1 bottle of chivas and all of us were drunk...haha...de stupid 5-10 game almost make mi finish half de bottle..was feel damn high..dance in the dance floorz and almost fall when climbing up de stairs..haha...saw nelson and he was a gd dancer..got 1 ger approach mi but i tink i too shy so i juz walk away..ahh...i to0o shy laioz la...shit..after zouk we went to eat prata n we saw "her" again..she was with her fren..hmm...wanting to send her hm but glad to noe she was fine at hm already...
gettting use to clubbing life already..oh no....bad news...nxt wk got ppl ask mi go mos...my mind was thinking whether to go anot...arggggg.....=)
Searching for the 'Y'ou.
1:13 PM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Welcome 2007!!
since ages tat i hav blogged..hmm..kinda busy for de whole mth as i hav been working 2 jobs..kinda tiring but for sake of $, hav to endure it thru..tml sch starts, haiz.. kind of boring..5 wk of studies can reali kills u..hav to face those sarcastic facilitator again..hav to worry for my daily grade and UT again... sch juz sux manz...just hav to endure this 5 2k and we hav 9 wk holiday and tats wad i anticipating..just by thinking that you hav to wake up 6 in the morning, u already lost half de mood already..i guess my classmate all sure in holiday mood, onli those who normally veri hardworking type would do their work..haha..these few day hang out with the carrefour gang..hhaa...arggg.i'm broke..they all everytime spend lots of $ on food , drink and leisure....need to save $$ liaoz...ystd still went kbox with them..wahaha...the sight of chivas reali make mi wanna puke liaoz..hmm..going to zouk this sat..hope would enjoy much as i wish to be...=)
=christmas=
went to ah bee hse to celebrate my christmas..hmm..gift exchanging and wine n liquor games were played..hhaha...drank quite abit tat day but lucky i control so nv get drunk..haha...we played poker for the whole nite...james almost lost 200 but lucky for him, manage t0 recoup back some..wahhaha....
=countdown=
hmm..went to zouk disco at expo on that day..annie, yy,sh,andrew,bee,yan mi join in the countdown of 2007..the stage were big and lots of crowds..hmm..can c many chio bu there..hhaa...some reali can dance veri well..i didn't reali expect annie to dance so well manz...hhaa..she look a professional
clubber...wahhahah....at first i didn't wan to dance wan but annie la..drag mi to the dance floor...haha..drink 2 teq shot and vodka...hmm..the taste shucks manz,...lol...=)
Searching for the 'Y'ou.
9:35 PM
