Thursday, December 07, 2006
~Grandma-rest in peace~ *love u*
haiz..my grandma pass away today when i was working.. i was working by then when my mom called say grandma have pass away already..was shocked when i heard that.. i rmb when i visit her on sunday..she was still so active n lively..was even playing cards with my cousin and aunty..hw do i noe it was the last time i saw her..was sad...she dote on mi alot..wad i wan she will buy from mi when young...and was even giving mi $$ when i visit her...i rush down by cab when i came upon the news..haiz..i reach there onli can c her lying on her bed...she looked veri pale..i feeling like crying but can cry out..dunno y..i noe i love her but tears juz wun come out...went with my cousin to get the death cert for her...was feeling damn low manz...she juz gone like tat...my aunt say she like giving back thing to her,like she noe she going to die..does a person anticipate his/hers death??i duno..but i reali miss her nw..it seems like everyone close to me is leaving mi..first my father , nw my ah ma...i scare to c another loved one leave mi..i am veri scared..if can i hope to leave this world faster then them rather den seeing them leave before mi..i hate that feeling...haiz...may god bless her have a smooth journey...
TO MY BELOVED GRANDMA!!! I LOVE U AND I REALI MEAN IT...TAKE CARE...
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