Monday, November 27, 2006
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hmm..fall sick again..i guess probably because we play basketball during our breakout in the rain ba..hmm..my head feel gliddy...ystd aso nv slp well..i tink slp ard 3 plus ba..ystd went to kah kit hse to watch de match "Man Utd VS Chelsea"..was a nice match to watch..haha..but i guess as a Man Utd fan, the result does not reali justify Man Utd domination....hha..i tink Man Utd shd hav win by a bigger scoreline but tat's football..haha...
juz wondering wad if ppl treat u as a past time tools when u hav been treat her like precious..i juz realise i been a fool for a long time...i dunno whether i'm rite to say this but i juz feel like a tools or in simpler term, SPARE TYRE when u wan to use, u can use den when there's no need of u, u juz go back to the back of the car..sometime like lead actor n supporting actor..a supporting actor nv take the role of leading the show..juz a shadow behind every leading cast...i juz feel terrible inside mi..what hav i not done enough or i juz being make use of..sometime i tink i take thing too seriously..ppl juz neglected hw i feel..sometime i reai feel like things that are used and thrown away...my present state is like ....i duno hw to describe it out but i guess gers have every "RIGHT" to play out guys like mi..i dunno hw to retaliate..haiz...not trying to make myself so noble but i reali tink being someone who reali care ppl feeling doesn't get what he deserve back...
FEeling that is so unbearable inside mi..ppl say thing tat doesn't care hw i feel..they feel happy juz say it..HATRED overcoming my head..i juz hate my fucking damn pissed off life..i hope to reali shake off my past n present juz to hav a completely new life.my present life is like misery..a trash tat ppl use n thrown away..i guess u all wun ever noe..you are r juz thinking i am emo again..if u reali tink so why not switch role or u juz scram off my sight..
Searching for the 'Y'ou.
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