Tuesday, October 17, 2006
i dunno hw long i cant take in sarcastism and those remarks..sometime i juz feel like venting all my anger but i noe it wasn't de rite way..i noe i am not tat clever nor hardworking..juz feel like giving up everything..i reali detest my whole life..i doesn't seem to do anything tat much superior den the others..sports i am not de strongest, studies obviously no..since i cant excel in everything i do, wad for force myself..i am like a doom failure..studies, love life, frenz..haiz..all so mess up..i dunno hw long i can tolerate..maybe 1 day i cant take it anymore, i juz reali forsake everything..dun care abt any other things or feeling..worse still i hav to put on a brave front and act like nothing hav happen..acting like a joker..but de real mi seem to be hidden deep inside mi..i am running away from reality..i am reali afraid to face it again!!
Searching for the 'Y'ou.
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