Wednesday, August 09, 2006
National Day=bOring day
woke up ard 2 after being a drunkard ystd when JAMES call mi to ask wad time i go work..everytime i fall asleep so soundly, he confirm will wake mi up de..haha..seem like a curse..
Saw *her* blog today..she ystd hav skip sch and went out with her frenz...i guess she have catch a glimse of the firework ytd and she seem to enjoy herself ba.. i guess de hint she given mi , i get it now le..she have been avoiding mi..she told mi she got to study ystd when i ask her out to c de firework on sat..but after reading her blog, i guess i reali shd back out nw rather den proving a real pest infront of her..
When tink back, i tink i really veri stupid..to think tat i hav learn some econ[A level] as juz hoping to prove some help to her but i dun tink it reali matter nw..i try to do more maths and at the same time try to learn something tat i did not even noe juz trying to able to help her in a way or another..but i guess it is meaningless nw..she hav her own frenz to help...my existence is juz a glance from her.. tml i taking the econ notes from my frenz...i wanted to pass it to her at first, but i now dunno if reali i should now...she seem rather satisfied with her life nw..
saw *her* post for today, she ask whether would anyone do tat for her [KISS-not yet a woman]??which is a mtv abt a guy who donate her eyes to the ger he like..to be frank, i will do it for her but does she willing to be de ger tat like the guy as much as de guy like her..if there's luv between each other, i even dare to sacrifice my life for her but wad if de ger doesn''t even put u inside her heart before???is it worth? i reali dunno..i have been feeling veri depress nwadays..i juz hope i be able to overcome it sooner...
Searching for the 'Y'ou.
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